You’re exactly right, I want to be out. I stil mostly want to dress in private (for now) but I do want the freedom of having nothing to hide. Crossdressing IS such a beautiful and wonderful thing. So creative, expressive, and fun. The outing process could be kind of rocky though, and I want to avoid unnecessary pain. To go to the lengths I want to go, however, some big risks are required. And I’m not getting any younger.