Cool, that kind of passion is what careers in academia are made out of.
I don’t know what stage of life you’re in, but if you happen to be looking for a career or are making those kinds of long term planning decisions, that kind of passion could translate into a real job in a history or military science department at a university. If it fits, you might consider it.
There may also be the perk of getting to dress up at work. I teach at a university and I am lucky to teach in a very open minded department, so once or twice a week I get to come in en femme.
Oh, and to answer your question, it’s totally weird, but what’s wrong with that? I mean, LOL, this is a cross dressing website after all. Weird is fun.