It’s not weird. I think most of us would love to have boobs. And there are a zillion good reasons why most of us shouldn’t.
That said, if you’re trans, those reasons lose a lot of weight. That’s especially true as you get older. The need to live authentically grows stronger the longer you repress it.
That’s where I was a few years ago. I had to choose between happiness and misery. Nothing else mattered. I chose to be happy. CDH and a really good therapist helped a lot.
So I would suggest you get into gender therapy if you aren’t already. You want to get this right because buyers remorse really sucks.
BTW having boobs is awesome!