Thanks Allysa,
I think I’ve come to just accept these types of feelings will always be with me and there’s no point in trying to fight them. Whilst your story is different to mine, the whole guilt think is something which seems quite common to a lot of us, especially when we were younger. With me, it wasn’t just because I was doing something I know was out of the ordinary and “not acceptable” (at the time at least), but because there was a whole secrecy thing going on with lying to my parents and being somewhat sneaky in my actions to hide my true feelings and intentions.
There was a point where I almost felt like I had two versions of myself and it took a lot of effort to make sure the two didn’t get mixed up.
Katie.
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