My mom had three sons and no daughters. The first two sons were born a year apart and were the best of friends. I was an oops baby five years later. Due to the age difference, I did not really become as attached to my brothers as they were to each other. It was a very macho family, and I just did not fit into that model. Nevertheless, I never wanted to be a girl, i just did not want a macho life, Perhaps my mom wanted a girl when she was pregnant with me, but I never saw any evidence of it,
I was drawn to homosexuality as a youth and identified as bisexual early on. The crossdressing came much later. I may have tried on my mother’s clothing but have real recollection of that. I never had a sister, so I never had the opportunity to try on a sister’s wardrobe.
There may be something to the theory that the last born boy may be the candidate for diverse sexuality or crossdressing.
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