thank you for your thoughts Alison – i can relate to much of the end of your post as i enter a somewhat self reflective period. Ten years ago I would have related as a bi/gay man – having moved from almost all straight, little bit gay. Queer then seemed to fit best for sometime – it is only in the last many months that I have realized that i am a serious crossdresser – for about five years before that dressing was something of a lark, playful. I don’t want to lose that feeling, but I also seem to be very drawn to presenting as woman much of the time. I have never gone out dressed, but would like to in a controlled social situation (my fantasy is going to friends house for a dinner party where there are other gay couples, one of whom is dressed. My partner recently expressed his desire that i dress as often as possible around him, as it strongly satisfies him to relate to me that way. So far we have co created the journey – and it has been deeply rewarding for both of us on many levels – emotionally, psychologically and sexually. So, what am I ? gender queer, two spirit or just me integrating the feminine and masculine? I do not really want to transition to being a woman, but i love the womanlike expression I’ve got going. And at 73, who would have thought that all this would be going on? betty
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