March 14, 2023 at 10:39 pm #725076
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Interesting question! It’s complicated but I said both equally. I’m me no matter how I’m presenting but I’m happier when I’m presenting female, except out in public where I find presenting female to be stressful. Now that I’m trying to justify my answer I’m realizing that I can’t. I was terribly sad before I accepted that I was transgender to the point that I very much disliked myself. Not because my personality was any different but because I wasn’t being true to myself. Even when I was dressing as a woman while not accepting myself, I wasn’t happy. I mean, I would be for brief periods but then I’d get angry and fight it internally.
The best thing I did was tell my doctor I wanted to start HRT. Hopefully the wait isn’t too long.
— Abbie 🥰