Jennifer,
I have read any number of similar comments over the years from CD’s so what you are feeling is very common. In your particular case, you just went through a couple of exciting months learning about clothes & makeup, building a wardrobe, getting to know other CD’s, getting to know yourself and then the most exciting of all – going out in public for the first time. It may simply be a case of a little letdown after all the anticipation and thrill of accomplishing all that starts to wear off.
As for your concern about where your dressing is headed, I urge you to not worry about that now and just see what develops as you progress along your journey. There are CD’s who are perfectly happy dressing once a week, once a month or just occasionally when the mood strikes them. I have become friends with a well-known, long-term member of the CD community who now only dresses once a year, at Keystone, and she is perfectly happy. Just continue to explore opportunities and accumulate experiences and you will eventually wind up somewhere that is the most comfortable place for you. That is what I did. When I first started going out, it was a handful of times per month and I had no particular goal in mind. Less than a year later I now live virtually my entire life dressed as a woman. That is where I’m most comfortable and you will settle into your own comfort zone as well.
Fiona
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