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    stephanie plumb
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    We all talk to ourselves don’t we?  I mean in our heads?

    Here are some extracts of the conversation I had with myself the other day whilst walking the dog wearing my male clothes, and ‘he’ entered my thoughts.

    And in case you are wondering it is all true…. (blush.)

    It went something like this…….

    “I am concerned about the spending on Amazon.  During lockdown it stopped as there was no point in buying new things because they couldn’t be worn, and far too much money has been spent already.  My wife would have a fit if she knew how much I have spent over the years.  For example those new ankle boots. Six pairs.  SIX! ” 

    “A girl has to keep up with fashions, and I needed some new boots for walking the dog in the winter.  And they were real bargains!  I hadn’t thought about boots before, but now I really, really like them.”

    But… six pairs! Who needs six pairs?”

    “Two pairs, one in brown the other in black are more fashion items, and I need chunkier ones for going out, so I bought one pair in brown to go with my lovely brown suedette skirt, and a black pair to go with my denim and black skirts. And I just couldn’t resist those four inch heel lace-up ones.  The other pair are … well.. I don’t like them that much so I will only wear them if its very wet out.”

    “What about that army green strappy sundress bought in September?  I didn’t really like it.” 

    “I did wear it once. But I admit I  don’t like it either. It was an impulse purchase ….. another one for the charity bag.”

    “And  there is too much time spent on CDH. I don’t get to browse the internet much anymore.” 

    “It keeps me sane. I love reading the girls posts, and it let’s me keep in touch when I can’t be myself.”

    “Yes I know that.  Sigh! Another thing. I don’t get to play my computer games anymore. Every time I try to click on the play button, something holds me back……  “

    “Sorry. I know…  It’s just that I prefer CDH and browsing the girlie stuff on Amazon.”

    “It’s the same with the telly. I want to watch more news programs, but all  I get is checking out what the newsreaders and weather girls are wearing, and what bra’s they might have on.” 

    “I know, but the girls are so fashionable and I love seeing what they are wearing. It’s the highlight of my morning. Karen and Susanna are so elegant! And I love Louise’s look. I think I look a bit like her when I wear my ash-blonde wig. It’s the same style as Louise’s hair.  It’s amazing how the style of bar affects their look, and Carol wears wonderful figure hugging dresses, and….. ”

    “I’m also worried about the risks taken when out  walking the dog.  I do feel nervous about being seen as  a man in a dress.  It can’t be good for my stress levels.”

    “I know, but it’s the only way I can experience myself physically in the real world, and I do enjoy it so much. I don’t complain (much) when I have to wear men’s clothes, which is most of the time.”

    “I get that. But the risks….. the other day I was a bit shocked when I slipped off my  panties whilst sitting on that park bench.”

    “What’s the risk?  I was still covered.  The joy of being out carried me away a bit. It’s amazing to go commando sometimes. It was nice and warm and breezy and I just fancied feeling free down there, and the panties were a bit tight and sweaty…. ”

    “Okay…  so .. I admit I enjoyed it too.  But it reminded me of that walk … twice … around the bluebell wood in that pink chemise.”

    “Yes… I remember. It was a silly thing to do. But there was no one around. I don’t know what got into me!”

    I do. It was that pink fog induced euphoria, that’s what. It took over completely. I had no say in it.  No control.  It was just just off with the skirt and jumper.”

    “Giggles. Don’t tell me it wasn’t  fun.”

    That’s not the point. I worry that the pink fog has taken too much of a hold. It fills my mind with cotton wool. All my thoughts seem to be about female  things.  I feel a bit lost, neglected even, as if I don’t matter, as if my masculinity is slipping away.”

    “I worry about it too sometimes, even though I do love it. When it’s strong it does fill my head to the exclusion of everything else. I promise to try and keep a check on it. So don’t worry. ”

    There was more…. but you must be getting bored by now… and those were the best bits.

    Bye for now. Hugs.  Stephanie P 😊

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    • #395253
      Stephanie Kennedy
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      Registered On: March 15, 2019
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      Hi Stephanie I loved the story” Confessions of a dog walker” Sounds like a best seller to me.

      Luv Stephanie

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      Amanda Burton
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      Stephanie that was brilliant to read, made me chuckle. It’s so true we all do it. I have full blown conversation with my self at home, and those arguments where I am try to convince the myself I don’t need to buy another skirt or blouse, and Amanda is disagreeing with me that she does. What’s annoying is Amanda always wins and  her argument is not logical.

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      Grace Scarlett
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      Just to say, I have read this again this morning…..I will be going to work with the biggest dumbest smile on my face…thanks again Stephanie…..grace xx

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      Tiff Any
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      Good thing your dog knew the walking route , you seemed distracted 🙄🙄😉😉🌹

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      Sandy Jayson
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      Steph, that sounds like part of what goes on in my head when I’m shopping .  I get online Sandy says I want those shoes, those wedges that dress and those earrings.  then Randy comes along and says no. no. no, to expensive.  Every once  awhile they compromise and yes we will get that bra and those panties.

      SAndy

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      Jessica Wilde
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      We all talk to ourselves don’t we?  I mean in our heads?

      Here are some extracts of the conversation I had with myself the other day whilst walking the dog wearing my male clothes, and ‘he’ entered my thoughts.

      And in case you are wondering it is all true…. (blush.)

      It went something like this…….

      “I am concerned about the spending on Amazon.  During lockdown it stopped as there was no point in buying new things because they couldn’t be worn, and far too much money has been spent already.  My wife would have a fit if she knew how much I have spent over the years.  For example those new ankle boots. Six pairs.  SIX! ” 

      “A girl has to keep up with fashions, and I needed some new boots for walking the dog in the winter.  And they were real bargains!  I hadn’t thought about boots before, but now I really, really like them.”

      But… six pairs! Who needs six pairs?”

      “Two pairs, one in brown the other in black are more fashion items, and I need chunkier ones for going out, so I bought one pair in brown to go with my lovely brown suedette skirt, and a black pair to go with my denim and black skirts. And I just couldn’t resist those four inch heel lace-up ones.  The other pair are … well.. I don’t like them that much so I will only wear them if its very wet out.”

      “What about that army green strappy sundress bought in September?  I didn’t really like it.” 

      “I did wear it once. But I admit I  don’t like it either. It was an impulse purchase ….. another one for the charity bag.”

      “And  there is too much time spent on CDH. I don’t get to browse the internet much anymore.” 

      “It keeps me sane. I love reading the girls posts, and it let’s me keep in touch when I can’t be myself.”

      “Yes I know that.  Sigh! Another thing. I don’t get to play my computer games anymore. Every time I try to click on the play button, something holds me back……  “

      “Sorry. I know…  It’s just that I prefer CDH and browsing the girlie stuff on Amazon.”

      “It’s the same with the telly. I want to watch more news programs, but all  I get is checking out what the newsreaders and weather girls are wearing, and what bra’s they might have on.” 

      “I know, but the girls are so fashionable and I love seeing what they are wearing. It’s the highlight of my morning. Karen and Susanna are so elegant! And I love Louise’s look. I think I look a bit like her when I wear my ash-blonde wig. It’s the same style as Louise’s hair.  It’s amazing how the style of bar affects their look, and Carol wears wonderful figure hugging dresses, and….. ”

      “I’m also worried about the risks taken when out  walking the dog.  I do feel nervous about being seen as  a man in a dress.  It can’t be good for my stress levels.”

      “I know, but it’s the only way I can experience myself physically in the real world, and I do enjoy it so much. I don’t complain (much) when I have to wear men’s clothes, which is most of the time.”

      “I get that. But the risks….. the other day I was a bit shocked when I slipped off my  panties whilst sitting on that park bench.”

      “What’s the risk?  I was still covered.  The joy of being out carried me away a bit. It’s amazing to go commando sometimes. It was nice and warm and breezy and I just fancied feeling free down there, and the panties were a bit tight and sweaty…. ”

      “Okay…  so .. I admit I enjoyed it too.  But it reminded me of that walk … twice … around the bluebell wood in that pink chemise.”

      “Yes… I remember. It was a silly thing to do. But there was no one around. I don’t know what got into me!”

      I do. It was that pink fog induced euphoria, that’s what. It took over completely. I had no say in it.  No control.  It was just just off with the skirt and jumper.”

      “Giggles. Don’t tell me it wasn’t  fun.”

      That’s not the point. I worry that the pink fog has taken too much of a hold. It fills my mind with cotton wool. All my thoughts seem to be about female  things.  I feel a bit lost, neglected even, as if I don’t matter, as if my masculinity is slipping away.”

      “I worry about it too sometimes, even though I do love it. When it’s strong it does fill my head to the exclusion of everything else. I promise to try and keep a check on it. So don’t worry. ”

      There was more…. but you must be getting bored by now… and those were the best bits.

      Bye for now. Hugs.  Stephanie P 😊

      I have the same conversation with myself. Different outings involved of course and different clothing items but same conversation.

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      Regine Rich
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      Geez,Stephanie,I could have written that,its like you read where my thoughts have been since I admitted this to myself,and said go for it,I love your post

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      Krissi S
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      Haha, I love this! Thanks for writing. I wouldn’t even know where to begin if I shared my thoughts. Mostly pink clouds and marshmallows half the time. 😂

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      Natasha Krober
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      Hello Stephanie

      Oh most definitely.

      Natasha and male me, Neil have conversations often.

      They do balance each other out. asha keeps Neil from being such a jerk and a angry person.

      Natasha keeps Neil from buying way to many toys. Neil let’s Natasha buy anything.  Hes on my SxxT list. So he has to be good. For a long time. He bought me a few pairs of Valentino shoes.😊

      Hugs

      Natasha 💋

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      Grace Scarlett
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      Stephanie

      So funny….no, seriously funny, I so wish I could see the dogs face…..I have an answer for your Amazon problem…..you need to write a book, something like ” confessions of a dog walker”…..the royalties would flow in and you could clean out Amazon within weeks……yes, I would buy SIX copies……and yes I do talk to myself as well, but out loud….and I have no dog!!!

      Thank you honey, brilliant.

      Grace xx…..?🐶?

      • #395243
        stephanie plumb
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        Maybe one day I will do a “Confessions of a dog walker” post.  But …  wait a minute….. no, I couldn’t possibly.  It would be far too embarrassing.   OMG … the things I have gotten up to.  I’m blushing at the memories.

        There was that time when my wife was away on business.  I was wearing the full lingerie set in black  and I walked up the road I live in at  around half-past midnight.  The further I went the more nervous I felt. I got  to the end of the road and panicked.  Have you ever tried to run in 5″ stilettoes?  The clackety-clack noise they made in the still quiet air was enough to wake the neighbours!  Fortunately no doors opened. No curtains moved.   I think I got away with it.  I was shaking with fear as I got indoors. But girl was it good!  I had meant to go out with an unbuttoned  coat on, but somehow it slipped off just as I was leaving the house.

        What if I had locked myself out! What if a neighbour looked out! What if a car had driven by?

        I blame it on the pink fog and the several large, and I mean LARGE gin & tonic’s I had drunk. The two in combination are very dangerous.

        In my defence all I can say is the worst(best?) exploits happened some time ago.  The “pink chemise walk” was about 15 years ago,  the “lingerie walk” at least 7 years ago.  I am much more sensible these days.  Going commando is about the most I do …..  well…  almost.

        Hugs Stephanie P 😊

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        • #395308
          Grace Scarlett
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          Stephanie…..seriously…..you SO NEED to do this book thing…pretty please….plus being a gin n tonic girl myself…..there must be some gin based cocktail we could invent called a ” Pink Fog”…isn’t there???

          grace ❤️❤️

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      Samantha Roarke
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      Registered On: April 17, 2019
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      Damn that ole Pink Fog!

      -SR-

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