Alone

[Natasha Mari]

This is something a wrote a few months after seeing the fog for the first time.  It is not happy and can be quite depressing.  If someone has a problem with it, by all means take it down.

• Alone in my room
• Alone in my bed
• Alone in the cell
• That is called my head

 

• Alone in a group
• Alone in a crowd
• Alone in Time Square
• Even with everyone around

 

• Alone in the dark
• Alone in the light
• Why can’t I summon
• The courage and might

 

• Never feeling welcomed
• Never feeling wanted
• Finding your place in the world
• Can be quite exhausting

 

• Used by acquaintances
• Forgotten by family
• Why does it feel like
• All my friends are imaginary

 

• My heart beats
• But I don’t feel alive
• I yearn to be free
• But I dare not go outside

 

• The tension burns
• And is ripping my soul
• Change is needed
• But there are things I cannot let go

 

[Kayla]

Hi Natasha

Thanks for sharing.  I’m not a CD however I am engaged to one.

I can relate to many of the things above about feeling alone. I hope you will find CDH is a community of wonderful people and will help ease the alone feeling.

Hugs

Kayla

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