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    Jennifer Walker
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    Registered On: September 11, 2019
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    I wanted to share my joy and excitement at reaching a new stage in Jennifer’s life.  Yesterday I appeared for the first time in public dressed.  I had driven en femme and on a beautiful  spring day I parked the car walked over to the parking meter,  took the money out of my handbag and paid for my parking.  It felt Wonderful,  I was just a woman paying for my parking,    Back into drab for the day and then back en femme and a walk down a quiet street where I know I was seen by at least one other person.  Another box ticked 

    I am sure to some girls on the site this would be be a big step and it was for  me. I am also sure the girls who have done this will have vivid memories of it

    Jen

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    • #484002
      Jennifer Walker
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      Thank you everybody for your support, since that day I have been out everyday as Jennifer and feel more confident all the time. I have felt far happier to step out of the car and be observed by others even having lunch at a picnic table in the sun. However I am still a girl that cannot pass and I am physiologically tied to my car as my safe place. Too many people and I will run back too it, trying my best to slow down keep the strides short, the nylons swishing, my back straight and my smile in place.

      It’s one step at a time and changing my mindset to ignore what others might think.

      Jen

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      Stephanie Flowers
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      Wonderful hearing and congratulations sweetie.. we take steps to find our way and experiencing such a beautiful moment.   🌷

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        Jennifer Walker
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        It was indeed beautiful for me.  Perhaps not for the observer.  😀

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      Kristine O’Cleirigh
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      I love it!
      A bit more serene than the first time I was spotted.
      I was out woth my wife and another couple as well as a fifth wheel cross dressed.
      I was wearing a strapless dress, net stockings and 4 inch heels and just light make up with no wig.We went to a local club where “all genders” were accepted.
      At about 2 AM when our night was done my wife and I left our friends at the club.
      However because of my “condition” and it being a rowdy Saturday night, she went and got the car ahead of me and pulled up to the club where I was waiting out front.
      Thank god for booze and braze bravery! LOL
      I am standing out front in the sidewalk staying as discreet as possible when I hear a horn blast..
      She had pulled up on the OTHER side of the street!
      Jeeezzzz… could she have at least done a u turn and pulled up the the sidewalk where I was?
      Noooo… she has a twisted sense of humour like that. So blocking traffic she waited for me and I ran across 4 lanes of traffic, wary of the street car tracks in my heels, and wow… drivers were LOOKING…
      Without any attempt made at a wig or feminizing my hair that night I was obviously male, but that was all part of the fun at this particular event… so I make it to the car and get in and I’m between laughing and livid at her and we looked over to the other direction of traffic to find the driver of the car that stopped for me was stunned and staring at us…
      My wife was and still is very much runway model beautiful so we were wondering if he was staring at her or wondering what she was doing with a weirdo like me… It was really fun!

      Don’t want to do it again though… not really.
      We don’t have the ability to do this very much anymore as our public profile has gotten a bit higher, but we will still find ways to have our moments and I will report them here!

      Like another time we went out for New Years, I was smoking hot LOL…

      Then the time I she took my pants and left me in a parking lot that wearing just purple panties… and I was caught by someone who witnessed the whole thing.

      Them is other story’s LOL!
      Maybe I will start a new thread?

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      • #483992
        Jennifer Walker
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        What an experience.  Trying to cross 4 lanes of traffic in 4 inch heels with an audience,  should you brazen it out or panic and run.  I could not run in 4 inch heels,  Probably trip up and have more embarrassment at the hospital.  Your wife sounds like the perfect partner, your a lucky girl.

        I have really enjoyed reading this you should definitely start your own thread

        Jen

         

         

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      Deborah Sullivan
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      We all do remember our first time out en femme. Yea the fear and anxiety at first can be overwhelming but afterwards you also sense the joy and thrill of it all and that makes it more addictive. Now you will find Jennifer that moving forward the fear isnt so bad but the joy and satisfaction always remain.

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      Billyj Jean
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      Registered On: April 19, 2020
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      Congratulations Jennifer. I’m so happy for you. I took my first walk about recently and it too was exciting. I’ve learned that by taking these small steps I’m more accepting of myself. No shame or regrets. Just fun! Thank you for sharing.

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      Eona Oh
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      Congrats Jen 🎉🥳

      Revel in it! Enjoy it!

      💖🥃👠💋

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      Diana W
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      Registered On: July 9, 2020
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      Congratulations!  That sounds so exciting.  I’m looking forward to the day I can go out dressed as Diana.

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      Stephanie Kennedy
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      hi Jennifer I am truly happy for you. That wonderful feeling can be addicting for sure. The is nothing wrong for wanting to express and show the world that feminine side of you. Allow your self to show the real you more often. You never know where you may end up. Enjoy introducing Jennifer to the world. That feeling never goes away it only gets better.

      Luv Stephanie

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      Dawn Wyvern
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      Pandora is out of the box now !

      You’ll have trouble getting her back in – so enjoy all the new adventures you will have

      Hugs

      Dawn x

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        Jennifer Walker
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        Pandora has been has been out every day since.  She refuses to put her heels away. She still keeps away from people but does not care if they see her.

        love

        Jrn

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      Candace Baci
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      Congrats Jen!! Hoping this is the first of many fun, exciting trips out for you!!!

       

      Hugs and Kisses

      Candace

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      Katie Time
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      Big hugs why to go hon. 💕💋 Katie

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      Jenny Jones
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      It is a huge step, major congrats on that! I am still working my way up to it, but I do hope to eventually someday pull it off! Hoping to do it soon actually, but so nervous, but! Because of that I can honestly say good on you!

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      Marcellette Laval
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      Jen,

      Congratulations!  You are inspiring – such a big step, and getting there in just a few weeks time is so impressive!  I’m so happy for you!

      Marcellette

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      Bridgette VonSmirff
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      I do remember that first time, wasn’t it a rush?!! Has your heart slowed yet? Has the adrenalin worn off yet? I know you had fun and can’t wait to do it again!

      Bridgette

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    • #481896
      Grace Scarlett
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      Registered On: February 16, 2021
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      Well done Jen…

      As you say, another box ticked….and the fun has just begun….once your heart has stopped pounding!!!!..

      Like I have said before…I do remember the first time….and I have loved every outing since, whatever happens….it’s just getting out there and feeling the buzz!!!!

      Grace xx

       

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        Jennifer Walker
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        It feels like a drug, the buzz is huge and I will need to a bigger dose of Jennifer next time.

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          Grace Scarlett
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          Jen….

          but what a drug!!!!…you just cannot overdose on this one honey. !!!!…

          You take all you need…xx

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      Diana Morgan
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      Bravo Jennifer, I  have been out in the cartwice now for a drive but have not stopped and got out yet, so well done you!

      Hugs

      Diana

       

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        Jennifer Walker
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        When I first left the car, I found it the scariest and most exciting experience.   I picked a dark quiet place and stepped out.  The fear started when I opened the door and grew until I got what must have been all of four feet away.  I then darted back to the car, but it was worth it.

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      Jamie Peridot
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      Congratulations Jennifer!! I admire your courage! Hugs.

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      Tara Jeane
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      Way to go, Jennifer!!!  It’s SO wonderful getting outside the house and being yourself!  WARNING!  It’s addictive!  The more you do it, the more you’ll want to do it!  🙂   You go, Girl!!

      *kisses* tara 🙂

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      Charlotte Walker
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      Well done Jennifer. Not that confident yet going out under dressed with hold ups and flats but will have Tracky bottoms for a start.

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      Stephanie Green
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      Congratulations, Jennifer.  I remember my first time out in public as Stephanie.  I was very nervous at first, but it turned out to be a wonderful experience.  It was so wonderful that I’ve done it a few more time since.

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      • #481833
        Jennifer Walker
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        I felt the same,  I did pick the parking machine furthest away.  I did the same today and suffered a wardrobe malfunction.  My holdup did not hold up.

         

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          stephanie plumb
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          You need to get on Amazon girl and order some “sock glue” as used by dancers – it really does work , they will stay in place all day.

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          • #482095
            Jennifer Walker
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            Thanks Stephanie I will order some and keep it in my handbag.

            Jen

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            stephanie plumb
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            The best time to use it is when you put them on. Pull them right up, then roll down the silicon bands  and run a smear of glue around your thigh, then roll the band back up onto the glue. When done for the day remove any glue left on your skin with water.

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