- November 11, 2021 at 10:59 am #574902Holy FuegoParticipantRegistered On: November 7, 2021Topics: 1Replies: 0Has thanked: 6 timesBeen thanked: 28 times
I figured there were a pretty good number of crossdressers in this world, but I have been blown away at the number of people living the exact same dual existence! Finding any tiny window and safe space to get your fix in, then bouncing back to wife, kids, careers as a man. What an overwhelming sense of relief to not feel alone after so long!
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- November 12, 2021 at 7:24 am #575245Joanna JacklinLadyRegistered On: September 4, 2021Topics: 1Replies: 23Has thanked: 19 timesBeen thanked: 99 times
Dear Holy your message really resonated. It is great not to feel alone about the dual life. Right now am experiencing that duality v intensely and Woukd wish they could come together more because it feels like a deception. I wish it wasn’t so but as you say there are many of us wrestling with this.
- November 12, 2021 at 5:42 am #575220Stephanie FlowersAmbassadorRegistered On: June 26, 2017Topics: 32Replies: 5800Has thanked: 10978 timesBeen thanked: 11416 times
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- November 12, 2021 at 1:31 am #575169Lacy SatinLadyRegistered On: June 27, 2018Topics: 4Replies: 277Has thanked: 222 timesBeen thanked: 1360 times
Welcome to my world!
I love my days off when I can be alone, put on one of my pretty dresses and all the silky undergarments that go along with it. I then carefully tuck my breast forms into my bra, put on one of my long blond wigs and sit down in front of the mirror and spend several hours putting on my make up.
At last! That girl in me emerges into the light of day. To see her in the mirror looking back at me with that big smile on her face is such a wonderful feeling. All just feels so right!
All that preparation was so worth the effort. I will now spend the rest of the day in seventh heaven looking like and feeling like the girl I so wish I could be every day.
Your not alone girlfriend! Living a masculine life can be very stressful and being able to have our special days alone to relax and be the girl in our dreams is something few men will ever experience.
Being a crossdresser has been so wonderful for me to keep balance in my life.
- November 11, 2021 at 9:48 pm #575150Liara WolfeDuchessRegistered On: August 14, 2021Topics: 3Replies: 990Has thanked: 1912 timesBeen thanked: 3813 times
- November 11, 2021 at 4:32 pm #575047MelindaLadyRegistered On: February 8, 2016Topics: 1Replies: 53Has thanked: 245 timesBeen thanked: 217 times
Welcome. I had the day off, but my son had a friend over. My wife was nice enough to take my son over to a friend’s house so I could have some alone time. I haven’t been on the site in a while, so I thought I would drop in. I get into ruts sometimes, but I am usually doing better when I tune into Melinda. Good luck with everything!
Kisses and hugs,
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- November 11, 2021 at 3:45 pm #575015Tina QLadyRegistered On: April 14, 2021Topics: 29Replies: 161Has thanked: 746 timesBeen thanked: 952 times
Alone no. Wife and daughter went away for a few days. I took an extra day off tomorrow. Son is home but spends virtually all his time in his room. He knows I dress anyway.
Start mini vacation with Crossdresser social club event tonight. I can wear my breastforms without objection for a few days. Yay me.
- November 11, 2021 at 1:38 pm #574961Jillian FLadyRegistered On: May 19, 2021Topics: 7Replies: 186Has thanked: 415 timesBeen thanked: 761 times
Off = yes
Enjoying = no
Fighting with insurance companies to get the at-fault part to fix my wrecked jeep and pay my medical bills…
Why can’t people do the right thing for the right reasons…?
I think my bra is getting twisted and my panties are starting to get in a wad…
- November 11, 2021 at 1:14 pm #574946SylviaLadyRegistered On: October 10, 2021Topics: 1Replies: 586Has thanked: 13997 timesBeen thanked: 2557 times
Dear Holy ,
I think if we really knew the number of rainbow girls there are
in this world we would be blown away for sure !
For now , I only know the girls here on this site ( for a good month now ) and if they are a representation of the unknown ones that are out there , than there is hope for this world after all !
- November 11, 2021 at 1:09 pm #574944Stephanie BassPrincess - AnnualRegistered On: November 30, 2019Topics: 18Replies: 2795Has thanked: 40349 timesBeen thanked: 10136 times
Hi Holy nice to meet you and so happy you found and joined us girls here on the best CD site on the internet so get settled in relax and enjoy yourself here.. As a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home here as well as yours now also.. As so much to see and do here from reading the forums from many ladies here telling there stories as they travel down there femme road in life .. So when you get comfortable with us please join in with some comments to these ladies then yea your turn ha ha just a story or two about the life and times of Holy as she travels down her girly road in life also.. So as for making friends here there are so many ladies here from all over the world to build long lasting friendships with .. Good luck here make many friends and again nice to meet you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime ..
- November 11, 2021 at 12:07 pm #574925Michelle McQueenLadyRegistered On: June 14, 2021Topics: 19Replies: 852Has thanked: 4734 timesBeen thanked: 4484 times
I think you have found the best aspect of this site…. not feeling alone.
I come here to be among my sisters who I share many common things with and have learned that we all have very common issues.
I’m retired in an empty nest household but I know what you mean by catching small windows to satisfy our needs. For decades I was in the closet and went to extremes to get a few hours to feel those wonderful silky fabrics and lingerie on my body. All the while in secret unable to tell not a soul. The guilt and shame afterwards was sometimes very depressing but no more. Today thankfully I’ve overcome those harmful emotions and can dress pretty much as I want when I want. It was a battle hard fought and won but with patience and luck I lived long enough to gain freedom.
I hope you have a great time today letting Holy out for a while and I’m sure there are many others doing the same thing today.
- November 11, 2021 at 12:06 pm #574924Lily SteeleDuchessRegistered On: November 5, 2021Topics: 1Replies: 21Has thanked: 36 timesBeen thanked: 107 times
Welcome! New here too! Had the very same reaction to finding these fine people! When I am home I have fun dressing, putting on makeup and doing things around the house. No one there but me but 3 years ago I was in your position
- November 11, 2021 at 11:14 am #574911Terri Anne KnoanAmbassadorRegistered On: February 7, 2018Topics: 32Replies: 867Has thanked: 1467 timesBeen thanked: 1928 times
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