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    Natalie DJ
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    Registered On: July 3, 2022
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    Hello everyone.

    I’m Natalie. 45 year old, happily married, with children, part time Crossdresser.

    My beautiful wife knows about the compulsion I’ve carried with me since the tender age of 10.

    I’ve had a love/hate relationship with my crossdressing through the ages. I’m sure most of you can relate. It has caused me much distress, anxiety, confusion and shame. It has also been my comfort, my excitement my guilty pleasure and my escape.

    I’m 100% heterosexual. I have no desire to become a woman. I make no attempt to pass as one either. I simply love to take time for me to enjoy the art of making myself look and feel beautiful in the privacy of my own home.

    I’ve learned so much about this secret (in most cases) pleasure we share by exploring this site and I look forward to understanding more with your help.

    Thank you all for the warm welcome.

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      Dream
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      Registered On: December 31, 2020
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      I lived your life and live it today. Sounds like you have found balance. Me too.

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      Dream
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      I lived your life and live it today. Sounds like you have found balance. Me too.

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      Fiona Black
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      Welcome to the group Natalie!

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      Alice Underwire
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      Registered On: September 16, 2019
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      Hi Natalie,

      Welcome to CDH.

      Alice

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      Susan Talbot
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      Registered On: June 28, 2022
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      Hi Natalie.  Welcome to CDH.  It is very nice to meet you and I am sure you will enjoy this site and all the advice as much as I do.

      Having a loving and caring wife who accepts you for who you are is a blessing.

      Susan

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      Stephanie MacNeil
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      Registered On: January 31, 2022
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      Welcome, Natalie.  Like you, I’m not transgendered or seeking to transition.  This was for me a “secret shame” and “guilty pleasure” for many years, but I learned to lay down those burdens.  Everyone has guilty pleasures, and we aren’t harming ourselves or anyone else.  It’s truly ok.  In fact, it’s more than ok.  I’m happy I have something that can give me such pleasure and self-heals depression and anxiety.  I love crossdressing and I’m happy it’s in my life.

      It sounds like you have an awesome wife, and I hope she can be open minded, embrace the many positives and shrug off any unfounded fears.

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        Natalie DJ
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        Registered On: July 3, 2022
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        Thanks Stephanie. I most certainly do have an awesome wife.

        You know, part of it being so taboo actually appeals to me in a way. I’ve always walked against the heard. Being a punk rocker trough my younger days taught me to swim upstream. Doesn’t make it any easier. But helps me explain some of my quirks.

        I’m trying to get to where, like you, have no hang ups about it. Having friendly, support from like-minded people like yourself will go a long way in helping me get there.

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      Christina Isme
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      We are all have different ideas and what we want. I am full time girl since I was 9 till now and I have been enjoying it. We are glad to have you here welcome to the site

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      Stephanie Flowers
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      Natalie

      welcome. It’s wonderful to have you here with us in this wonderful community.  My wife knows to but tolerates my dressing. She’s slowly warming up but a long way to go.  But here enjoy browsing through many of our well written forums, read about stories of others learn more on  as they journey through their experiences. Many here to meet , talk with and for some develop wonderful friendships. A caring place I hope you enjoy being part of. Very nice meeting you

       

      Stephanie 🌹

       

       

       

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      Stephanie Green
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      Hello, Natalie.  Welcome.

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      MissGracie
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      Registered On: April 3, 2022
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      I hope that you might find the ultimate freedom of presenting in public. regardless be blessed.

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      Jane Mansfield
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      Registered On: December 27, 2020
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      Hi Natalie, what works for each of us, a loving caring wife. It does not get much better. You are another valued addition to our site, and I agree on the joy of transforming ourselves to our female persona
      Enjoy the forums, and let us into your day.
      Best Wishes
      Jane

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        Natalie DJ
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        Registered On: July 3, 2022
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        Jane, don’t get me wrong. My wife is reluctantly accepting. She made the jaw dropping discovery 6 years ago after 13 years of marriage. It’s taken time to digest and time to work through some of the issues.

        She is however, an amazing woman.

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