Hey gal’s I’m 23 and I’ve been dressing in private since about 13-15. Can’t quite remember exactly. It was fun exciting somewhat arousing. But there was never desire outside my own personal time. As I got older I of course as we do sometimes get busted by those closest to us. Mine being my girlfriend at the time she was supportive and helped me be more comfortable even share my secret with some friends who took it rather well. She even pushed me so far as to try relations to see how far my femininity went. Was not to my preference. Cut three years on and my current girlfriend is encouraging me to be myself but I don’t know who that is. Of course I know no other person can tell me who I am but I’d like to hear some peoples stories to see how they came to fit into the niche areas of this confusing hobby.
I have no desire for feminine relations, I have no desire to change my physical gender.
I do tho desire at least once weekly that I could be my female self just for a day and not have to worry about all the male bullshit I put up with in my Job and just let me hair down. Get all glammed up with makeup (breast forms included) go out with the girls and just cut loose.
But I still enjoy the days just chilling with my bros being the male I was born to be.
I guess more so the question of this forum is more along the lines of is it possible to balance a life of two sides or am I just at the starting point of the journey most crossdresers go through on the road to transitioning.
Any comments would be much appreciated thankyou as I’m absolutely racking my brain about this.
Love Blake and Bianca
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