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I have really missed my days of full femme dress, It’s been quite a few years. I have never had any confidence showing my other side without my wife’s help.
I had truly believed that at my age, the way I look, being 6 foot tall and almost 300 lbs. I could never get away with full stealth femme again.
I have only been on this site a few days, I need to thank you for all the warm welcomes. (It feels good to know someone understands) I am now officially hooked on this website..
Reading the stories and looking through the photos. (staying up all night doing so) I have come to the realization. That there is a lot of very pretty ladies on this site and a lot of them have way more confidence than I ever had. While looking at the pictures I noticed there is a lot of beautiful women that are my age or close to it. Some of you are just flat out gorgeous.
I have wanted to come out to someone in my family for a long time, I have never been able to do so.
Yesterday I read my intro letter to Crossdresser Heaven to my youngest daughter. She wanted me to email the letter and I told her that I have to read it to you face to face because I have to experience the emotions. (it would have been a lot easier doing email, less tears on my part).
For all the build up of fear, emotion and whatever the hell else I was feeling in anticipation of telling her. It was sort of a let down and a total relief when her reaction was, Yea so what, do you miss it? That was it, her entire reaction. (I don’t really know what I was expecting, but that wasn’t it). I told her yes I kind of miss it, would be fun to try again. She stood up and said, lets go, girls night out.
She looked right at me and said, now I see why you are lonely, you just haven’t met your people yet. (I just found them here)
Her and her partner said they would help me when I was ready. Well I probably won’t do the girls night out any time soon. But We talked about maybe a photo shoot at her house. I can’t do the chubby party girl any more, but after looking at pictures here, I bet I could rock a librarian, or receptionist maybe a party animal hippie grandma.
I am so happy that my daughter doesn’t give a shit and is willing to help me in any way. Her and her partner said anything I need. like buying clothes, doing make up or nails for me, whatever I want they are all in.
It has been one huge weight off my shoulders.
I am feeling bold enough right now I am thinking of reading my intro letter to my therapist next month. (well maybe not, we’ll see)
So hopefully, if all goes well I will have a real photo for my profile in the next month or so. The real me not the creepy old man picture that’s up there now
I am actually very excited thinking about getting dressed again, It’s been a long time. Even if it’s only a photo shoot an an apartment.
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