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I was thinking the other day about how and how much I dress, and why. Let me explain.
I believe that my personality is completely feminine and completely male. Maybe androgyne is a label, but it’s more like two sides of a coin – all the same thing, just different sides.
Today, for example, I am wearing a pair of pink hi-cut Haines panties, male chinos, male polo, sock, and running shoes. Since I am doing chores and having to run to the stores and such, and it is hot, that is as femme as I am comfortable with. Wearing anything more, even a cami, just doesn’t seem practical and discreet. I am aware of my Millie side, but just enough to feel like I am being honest with myself but not screaming it out to the world. That’s one level of accepting that I am also Millie and that it is a valid and important part of who I am. I guess you could say that today I’m about 25% Millie, the rest my male self.
Another level is this. I was working from home one day this week and I wore girls jeans, a AA cup bra, bikini panties, and an everyday blouse and some shoes that are kind of between a flat and a tennis shoe. No makeup, no wig, no hose, no breast forms. I felt I was completely Millie that day, even though the only effort at appearing female was in my dress. I took off the bra and swapped out the shoes and blouse for male shoes and a polo to run to the supermarket. The jeans are a bit tapered, and the pockets too small to be really practical, and there is no feminine decoration on the pockets or elsewhere, so I felt a bit daring without trying to publicly advertise my feminine persona. That day I was about 50% Millie, 50 % my male self.
Another day and a slightly different level, I dressed similarly, but wore a bikini bottom as a gaff (I’m surprised how well they work and since I got it on sale for $2 it appeals to my frugal side very nicely) and tucked all day. I felt even more completely Millie, I guess because of the tucking.It was a 60% to 40% day in favor of my Millie persona.
And then there are the days when I put on my bikini bottom gaff, waist shaper, hip and butt padded girdle, my breast forms and a bra to hold them, hose, heels and nice slacks or a skirt and blouse or dress, do my makeup, and wear my wig. On those days I go out in public. I feel almost completely Millie those days – say 80% or so Millie and about 2o% male.
Does anybody else feel this way – do you dress to match how feminine you feel? Or, from the other perspective – does the level of your dressing dictate how feminine you feel?
i dress up to look as feminine as much as i can. i will put on a dress and nylons and all the rest one day, then put on a skirt, don’t have many skirts to wear. i have plenty dresses and color nylons to wear to match the dress i plain to wear. jewelry is not too hard to choose from. make up that a chore. perfume all depending on how feminine i want to smell and have the pretty smell go floating around to let wife know i am dressing up, she would smell me and now i am dressing up, then she would sneak to see how pretty i am and what dress i am wearing today. no its not hers. i have my own to wear.. i buy my own dresses, make up, perfume, jewelry, nylons, panties, pads. if i am going to dress up its all the way.
Lucinda, thank you for sharing. I understand the idea of if you are going to dress up, dress all the way. It makes a lot of sense. For me it’s not totally practical.
I really like the perfume idea, and how it lets your wife know your dressing. Wish I could copy it. Unfortunately, I am sensitive to most perfumes and would be sneezing and my eyes watering if I were to wear it – even just on my wrists or elbows. I do use women’s deodorant when I dress – not the heavily scented ones, but there are some that don’t set my allergies off.
Thanks again for commenting.
Millie
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