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Hi ladies hope you are all doing well and are enjoying the day.
I have a question for you ladies?
I have always suffered from depression and anxiety since childhood. This thought came to me the other day that when I’m wearing women’s shoes, clothes and playing with makeup I become tabby and with that the pressure and problems of my male self aren’t apart of tabbys life that’s someone else she hasn’t got that pressure all she has to worry about is when she is going to get her next pair of shoes 👠😁.
I had a troubled childhood with bullying and being social anxious wearing mums stockings etc helped me through that time.
As of late for the last 3 years I have been in a legal battle with my new landlord who after a week of taking over the home that I have lived in for the last 50 odd years that i was trespassing, the area i live in has become a university town so rents are sky-high even with a full time job can’t afford to stay so this means leaving my stable job of 26 years, my friends and my medical treatment (2009 i found out that i had testicular cancer and been fighting it ever since 2 bouts of very aggressive chemo 4 aggressive surgical treatment) to live with my mum in a very rural area of the country with little hope of finding a job. With the pressure of the situation mum had a stroke and 4 TIAs which while she was visiting me so I became her full time carer. Between the full-time job, caring full-time trying to pack the house in case the worst happens with the court case i have become a zombie you know wash, rinse, repeat.
It had been years ago that I had worn anything feminine.
The moments that i do manage to grab i wear stockings panties anything that is feminine, anything to do with tabby and feel free of the crappy situation I’m in.
So i was just wondering if any of you ladies have been in the same sort of situation and turned to CD as a release from your problems as a male.
Sorry for the ramble but i feel that you gals seem to have your heads screwed on and there might be some of us using is as a safety valve.
Thank you all for reading.
Sending love and hugs to you all xoxo
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