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    This has been a very powerful couple of days. Opportunities to be alone and to launch into the public arena have been taken and the resultant rush of confidence has been exhilarating.
    I rose early and dressed indoors, took some photos and stepped outside dressed as femme. I was masked and therefore any makeup was insignificant but I was on my way! Head up, small steps, swing the hips, look confident.  That sound of my heeled boots clicking on the road was so exhilarating. The neighbours were up but no one looked out. I stepped into my vehicle and felt the difference immediately.  The seat felt “ new”. I drove away to my chosen spot. Upon arrival I calmly set about getting prepared. Suddenly a motor- home pulled up in front of me. Here’s a challenge. I was ready with directions and questions  but the motor-home turned around, the driver looked  at me but did not seem to notice. Now it was my turn. Out I stepped , a bit muddy underfoot but ok. Lock the vehicle and off we go. Look as if your own the place. I’m smart with black fur poncho over my new tight leggings. My boots look fab, pointed toes and 7 cm heels. Very comfy. I walked with slow deliberate steps and kept my head up to view the scene. Cars flew by under the bridge where I was “ on display”. Did they notice? A car passed me on my road , slowed and then went on.  Another came by -eyes looked in my direction. Another, which stopped in front of me- I swear the driver was looking at me in the mirror. And so they should-‘what else of importance was here?! I felt good and I felt that powerful feeling of being femme and that delicious sense of achievement. My figure had not let me down, my choice of clothes was right for the weather, cold and threatening rain. I had not lost the presence to be who I wanted to be.  I loved every second. Now I still need to be observant, stylish, attractive. I still need some detailed attention.   Yet I had conquered that first walk and I had planned well. If you are reading this and thinking about going out for your first time- just plan it in your mind- think the way a women thinks. Be confident and just get out there and do it. There will be plenty of time for improvements. And I want each time to be better. No matter who you are it is your chance to find that woman and “take her out”. Good luck to you. I’m still smiling……: )

    Anya

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      Michelle McQueen
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      Looks like Anya has left the site

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      Jane Plain
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      Hi Anya,

      I did not know it was going to be your first time out. For me there was an initial rush and it took quite some time to get my head around the experience, still not sure if I have. Things seem different once that step is taken. Take things carefully.

      Wishing you well and pm me if you want.

      Love Jane X.

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      Barb Wire
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      “My figure had not let me down…”

      Atta Girl! Own It!!

      Love, Barb : )

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      Liara Wolfe
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      What fun. Thanks for sharing.

      Hugs, Liara

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      Anya, you are my hero (as I’ve said before) and a true example of how we should all be. Way to go, my friend!!

      👠Allie

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        Aww… what a sweet reply. Thank you and yes we all should be “ planning and working” towards our own goals with encouragement from others. Bless you, and thank you again.

        Anya ( hugs ) xoxox

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      Brielle Ross
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      Oh Anya! I’m so proud of you, GF!! I didn’t know you’d never ventured out on a walk before this. What a great first experience! I know how it is when you park and another vehicle pulls up as you want to exit and “walk that walk” – it can be upsetting. I had something similar happen when I parked in a carpark in Pittsburgh. A family of 5 pulled up right beside me just before I swung the door open. After several minutes and one return for something they forgot, I was clear to leave my car. If it hadn’t been for the kids, I likely wouldn’t have waited or paused, but I didn’t want to be crowded into an elevator together.

      Sorry, I got off on my own tangent – congratulations for a successful outing! You rock!!

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      Alice Underwire
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      Hi Smiling Anya,

      A very positive experience for you!  Thank-you for sharing your lovely experience.

      Alice

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      Angela Booth
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      So happy for you Anya. This will be the start of something good.

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      Michelle McQueen
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      Hi Anya.

      Going out gets easier each time so keep pushing your comfort zone little by little until you’re going out to Malls and restaurants like its no big deal… just a girl out going about her business. Most people glance our way maybe but everyone is wrapped up in their own lives. We fear what could happen but it never does. Sure, all GG’s carry a little trepidation where ever they go but its just to be safe and we should do the same.

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      Katie Plowright
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      So happy for you Anya, one day I hope to open that door as well,  of course in my case the mask is a must.

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        Thank you- joy is just a shared happiness.

        Thank you.

        Anya ( hugs )

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        The mask can be a scarf, or sunglasses or a hat or a brolly but eventually you can be your self. The joy is still the same regardless.

        AAnya – thank you.

        love and Hugsxxx

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      Dee Nash
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      Thats how i feel every time i go out,and each time is better and like you said, the sound of your heels on the ground, and the wind going up your skirt and your long hair blowing what a rush xx

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      Tara Ryan
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      This is absolutely fantastic Anya, I am really pleased for you.

      Love,

      Tara x

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      Sylvia
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      Dear Anya ,

      These moments when we can be our true selves , will always be engraved in our memory.
      When we show ourselves to the outside World as we truly are , we give them
      something of ourselves , something precious , something that was always hidden , and is
      so beautiful and important to us.

      I hope one day that I will be able to show some part of my true self to the outside World
      as well , but for me that is still some time away.
      I may never get there , but these past months since I came to CDH have taught me so much
      already.

      Billy Joel said in one of his songs :
      “We never knew the Friends we had until we came to Leningrad”
      I never knew the Friends I had until I came to CDH.
      Thank you for being my Friend Anya ,

      Love Sylvia.

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      Marti
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      I’m so pleased for you, Anya. Well done!

      Marti xxx

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      Lara Tucker
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      Congratulations Anya! I can’t imagine it wouldn’t be exhilarating! I’ll bet you looked amazing!

      💕Lara🤗

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