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So, last year while my Wife and I were in the kitchen I joked that I’d like to try a pair of her thongs on, little did she know I had already and was instantly hooked but didn’t want to keep it to myself. I slipped away and came back, black thong nicely fitted. At first my Wife pulled my trousers forward at the waist and smiled like it was a really cheeky thing to do. I thought “great, she’s not that bothered”. But, my Wife barely thought about it because she thought it was just a joke.
I kept nervously bringing it up during conversation and my Wife would casually shake her head or give me that school teacher over the glasses look.
Eventually I went about ordering knickers, thongs and briefs for us both and she did seem OK but obviously a little weirded out when I separated mine from hers. She would however also laugh and joke when I would go through her draw right next to her, neatly organising underwear and claiming what she never wears. Again, she never specifically said what I could keep, just half heartedly shrugged her shoulders.
I secretly tried on underwear and tights and tried to stick to things she never wore, I even tried to convince my Wife tights would keep me warm as I worked from home, knowing we can’t remember the last time she wore them. She would quietly laugh it off. Speaking personally my Wife has had no libido for over ten years, I do believe my search for satisfying myself may have taken me here, because I would never dream of being disloyal to my Wife. But I still feel like a fraud and a pervert while people are genuinely going through gender change etc.
Looking back I don’t remember being attracted to underwear when I was younger, I just knew I hated my shorts.
We since fell out over the matter as my Wife told me how weird it is for me to want to wear womens underwear and asked if I am gay (I’m not gay but there are things I’m attracted to I probably shouldn’t mention here).
I let it go for a while, even binning my favourite items in a moment of upset, I threw away satin briefs, high-waist lace thongs, microfiber thongs (oh my they are just incredible) and more.
We have since moved into my Father in laws house and taken over ownership, we struggle, not financially but for different reasons and my interest peaked again, I went as far as putting my thoughts on a message to her because I articulate better that way, explaining those horrible bed shorts cause twisting and I felt great wearing a thong to bed (I can’t sleep naked, I wake up too much feeling a bit…you know), but just as she was ready to talk she contracted covid and is now recovering.
Needless to say I certainly own my priorities as I have two children. I’m discreet in what I wear but feel I want to now talk to people about what’s going on. Is it just a fetish? Will I suddenly take this further than expected? Why am I even having these desires?! I admit I recently put on (with a squeeze) a satin night dress and thong and laid on the bed, only to quickly pull off the dress and tell myself it didn’t feel natural, just sexy.
I believe folks out there are legitimately going through a change or have done and I need to know if I simply have a fetishism I can walk away from or if I should embrace it to what ever degree I am comfortable with.
Lastly, I apologise for the length of this intro. I’m reaching out to a community I hope will in some way provide comfort.
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