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Hi… I’m Jerri. Probably the biggest CD Rookie on the entire site. I’ve always been wanting to indulge, but haven’t until a few weeks ago. Bought my first undergarments in early December and I have been spending like crazy since. I’m really enjoying it. Every night I get home, I change, and I can’t stop smiling. I’ve been trying to do it all. I know it’s a marathon, not a sprint. But I’ve marked goals on the calendar, and I’m very determined to hit my marks and venture out into the world like Superman, shedding my Clark Kent persona. Even if it’s just a drive or walk around the block. The excitement and thought of doing it is mind numbing.
My personality is kinda quirky anyway. Been this smaller areas hero for many years. I’m 51 now, but I was the local sports baseball and football star in my H/S, college, and semi-pro baseball days. I played and pitched on teams with several retired professional baseball players. My college catcher currently holds a MLB record for most career saves for one particular Midwest team. Now, I serve the area and own two accounting/tax preparation firms. I’ve been doing peoples returns for so long (25+ years), they’re like family. This paragraph tells you how intense my determination is when I do stuff. I’m all in and drive and drive until I get it right. From my tax forms and recordkeeping, throwing the perfect curveball or touchdown pass. I just like when things go right.
I was married for over 21 years to a beautiful woman, she passed a couple years ago from pancreatic cancer, and I’ve been empty inside for a while now. Hopefully this journey will light a fire under me and give me bliss again. I’m not sure about relationships or even what I’m looking for at this time. I just want to have fun and enjoy life, and see where this winding back country road leads to.
My thoughts over the last 6 months have led me to where I’m at now. I look at what women are wearing. Their hair, makeup, mannerisms, how they sit, eat, laugh, talk, smile…. I can’t stop day dreaming. I want to be like them. The envy and fever is real. I don’t like my looks at the moment. I’m not close to par, but I’ll keep trying. Who knew that becoming a CD would be so hard? LOL Skincare, clothes sizes, the hair…. And don’t get me started on learning makeup. I need as much help and advice as you’re willing to give.
I promise not to be a stranger…. Talk to you soon….
JerriFascinating story Jerri
The excitement is a magical thing. It’s amazing how obsessed we can be. Knowing something new is coming from Amazon or creating new combinations of skirts and tops and heels in my head and the can’t wait feeling to actually try them. I like the all in nature of your new adventure. Can’t wait to see photos.
Meeshelle
I prefer LizzieHi Jerri, and welcome to a place where yow can make new friends and share your experiences. First off, allow me to extend my condolences over the loss of your wife. Being married for over fifty years I can only imagine what a terrible void it has left. I have a few friends who have stepped up exploring their feminine side in memory of their wives (as strange as it may sound). I suspect it gives them a sense of comfort surrounding themselves with feminine things. All I know is it is not a bad thing to want to explore your feminine nature. In fact, I am convinced the world would be a much better place if more men would recognize the ‘girl within them’ and allow her to have some involvement in their lives. By the way, I grew up in a small town in Illinois and went to SIU. I wonder how my friends would react to Paulette (even though the ones than know are fine with it!). I encourage you to ‘test the water’ by venturing out and about. It is so much fun to go out en femme, and do all those wonderful ‘girly’ things. I look forward to hearing more from you. Hugs, Paulette
Hi Jerri welcome to CDH it’s nice to meet you, we are like one big happy family on here so don’t be shy come on in and join the family, there are lots of girls on here from beginner’s to full time girls who dress 👗 24/7 we don’t judge anyone on here it’s a safe place for everyone, I’m a mature crossdresser I’ve been dressing most of my life since i was about 8 or 9 years old when i tried my older sister’s lingerie on, I’m sorry i can’t meet up with you for a coffee ☕ I’m on the other side of the pond in the UK, I’m sure there are lots of girls near to where you live who will be happy to meet up with you for a coffee and a chat, I’m sure you will find lots of friends on here so if you have any questions just ask and the girls will get back to you X
Hugs Rozalyn X 💋
Jerri
welcome ,happy to have you join with us.Certainly a place to discover cross dressing and learn if there really is more to this.Our ladies here are fabulous in helping out, from advice to tips on improving ones self to the emotional feelings we are experiencing .Make friendships and feel free to contact us if there’s anything that you may need. Happy to meet you and enjoy being part of a community that cares.
Stephanie 🌹
Glad you are here! Ive been a closet CD since I was 8. Now Ive been married for 20 years and finally came out to my wife only 3 months ago. Luckily she is very supportive and I kinda wish I wouldve told her sooner! Everyone has there own journey with this and it shouldnt be anything to be ashamed of. Being happy is the main reason why we are here. And if this makes you happy and you arent hurting anyone, then its a beutiful thing!
Love, KristaJerri,
Welcome to CDH! There are a lot of friendly, helpful gals here so don’t hesitate to ask for advice. I can relate to your story somewhat in that my wife of 42 yrs. passed away 13 months ago and cross dressing has certainly helped me fill the emptiness inside with something that brings me a great deal of joy. You will definitely make some mistakes in the beginning but don’t let that stop you from pursuing what will be a very interesting and fulfilling journey.
Fiona
Well hello my wife also passed away a few years ago it hurts I still think of her . I have been full time girl 👧 since I was 9 till now at 62. It is a adventurous life I love it. We are glad to have you welcome to the site
Hello Jerri I am sorry for the loss of your wife, I would like to welcome to CDH I am glad you have shared a part of who you are and found us and made the step to become part of a family that is welcoming, understanding, compassionate, and supportive. While we are all similar and have many of the same desires we all differ on our goals or public expression and or level of personal experiences. I encourage you to explore the many forums, topics, polls and member biographies found here as there are a wide range of members all over the spectrum of feminine expression or those on the path to transition and those that have. There are also links to websites that have products and services that may help you on your own personal path of acceptance and self expression. Ultimately it is a place, home, or world were you can feel feel comfortable and confident in who you are; as being who you truly are as your authentic self of you being a man, a woman, or expressing your feminine desires feelings and or qualities. I am happy you are here and have made a choice to accept this part of yourself as self acceptance is the most important thing you can do for yourself and others. You can’t expect others to accept you if you don’t accept yourself all of you. As you are sharing a part of your authentic self here on CDH it ultimately lifts some of the burden that you may be feeling which many of us have carried for what seems like a lifetime you are not alone. I am happy you have made the step to be here. Welcome!
Hugs April
Hi Jerri Nice to meet you and so happy you found and joined us girls here so get settled in relax and enjoy yourself here.. As a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home as well as yours now also.. Girlfriend there is a wealth of knowledge here to access and learn from so look around ask many questions of these wonderful ladies here telling there stories about the femme journeys they are on .. When you get comfortable with us please join in with a story or two about the life and times of Jerri as she travels down her own girly path in life.. Now girlfriend as for making friends here there are so many ladies from all over the world to build long lasting friendships with and best of all girlfriend we are just a simple click away.. Thank you for such a well thought out Introduction as this helps us all get to know you better thankyou.. And so sorry for the loss of your wife and a simple question did she ever get to meet Jerri as it seems like she would have been accepting and supportive of her .. Again girlfriend nice to meet you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime soon..
Stephanie Bass
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