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The event below is not exciting, but it was terrifying and exhilarating for me.
I have not worn any feminine clothes in a long time(months), so since I had the day off, I figured I would put something on even if I sit around the house. I put on my black party dress, red tights, and black heels along with some eye concealer and a tiny bit of lipstick.
After a while, I realized that I did not have any coffee, and I figured I could get a cup at the sonic down the street. I did not want to change, but I was not ready to go completely out, so I grabbed a jacket, zipped it up, and walked to the garage.
When I got in my car and opened the door, my heart was pumping hard. My thoughts were, what am I going to do if I have an accident or my car breaks down. Nothing bad happened, of course, but my mind was racing.
I arrived at Sonic, and it took me a few minutes to push the button because once again, I was worried about someone noticing(I know the thought is unfounded, but it is hard to overcome). The young lady brought me my drink without incident. I drove home, got out of my car, and closed the garage door afterwards.
As mentioned, the story is not climatic, but I wanted to tell it because I am feeling good with my small step, and I am looking forward to the return of some normal in 2021 to go out for real and have a good time as my other-self.
TY for reading.
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