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    patty williams
    Registered On: January 19, 2019
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    Hi Girls,I finally did it.

    I still have to go to work everyday.

    So yesterday it was sunny and 69 and I decided to step over that thresh hold a bit.

    Even though as Autumn said the blue undertow and fatigue was tugging at me I fought back.

    After work I had my cloths in my car.

    I changed into my AE skinny jeans,a black bra,bright green with gray faint stripes blouse and the most descent blonde wig I have right now.

    I Know no make up but I had no time for that so it really isn’t full femme you may say.

    Either way I drove home and stopped at my exit on the interstate and got gas at the nice large truck stop at the exit.

    Unfortunately it wasn’t real busy so I took my time and cleaned my windshield also.

    I practiced my best girly walk and kept my knees together when I crouched down to get the squeegee out of the bucket.

    I know many will say its not very bold but it felt wonderful to me.

    I want to thank some friends ,Like Sa-man-tha,and Bobbi for helping motivate me to want to go farther.

    You girls are the best ,also thanks to Patty Phose, Olivia, Alice Black and Autumn for your encouragement.

    And to all of you girls who touch my life and make it better every day.

    I know its not the Oscars but it feels that way to me.

    Thank you Patty



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      Deborah Sullivan
      Registered On: February 27, 2020
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      Its a thrill you wont ever forget either sis

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      Patty Phose
      Registered On: May 7, 2016
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      To me that sounds extremely bold and courageous. You know me and how I am. Scared to death every time I go out and so much chickening out before I finally do. Guess I’m just a chicken twit.

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      Robin Snow
      Registered On: May 7, 2019
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      Congrats Patty!!!

      Wooo Hooo, you go girl!!!

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      patty williams
      Registered On: January 19, 2019
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      Hi simone ,

      A skirt would be lovely but I would like to go out with make up and I would like to make myself go in a store.

      That is going to be my biggest hurdle I think.

      I am easily embarrassed and not very bold.

      Thoughts like these remind me of how courageous so many of our girlfriends are and how much I admire them.

      They are so cool


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    • #332336
      Amanda Anderson
      Registered On: August 18, 2019
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      Awesome, Patty!

      I had a plan to go to a local ATM fully dressed, but my wife cancelling a GNO event ended those plans.

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      patty williams
      Registered On: January 19, 2019
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      OK so every body will understand Bobbis comment.

      Her and I were talking about my big truck and it not being feminine and I mentioned it could be interpreted as an Iron penis.

      Meaning like a guy that is not very well endowed compensating with a macho car or a big truck.

      Bobbi tagged it to my truck hence “the iron penis is my truck now LOL.


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      Laura Lovett
      Registered On: March 26, 2020
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      Very true, Autumn – a small step for man, a giant leap for womankind!

      Thanks for sharing, Party – do keep journaling your adventures here – don’t keep the excitement to yourself!

      Love Laura

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      Autumn Valiant
      Registered On: July 14, 2019
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      WTG Patty !!!

      That weren’t no baby step, that was a leap !!

      I’m so happy for you !



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      Registered On: September 13, 2018
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      Congratulations!  I know you’ll get many chances, because the “Iron Penis” will develop a serious  “Drinking problem”  LOL

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      Paula F
      Registered On: August 7, 2019
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      Congratulations Patty.  Makeup isn’t as important as just the femme feeling you gave yourself by stepping out and doing things outside of your car in public, and probably broad daylight too, I imagine.  awesome first step, and in a truckstop too, giggles.  I wonder how many men were checking you out from a distance?

      Keep it up and enjoy the rush, the pink fog that comes with it, and the huge smile I know was on your face as you drove away on your way home.

      Good Luck Girl!!


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      Amy Myers
      Registered On: February 11, 2019
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      Congratulations on your foray into the world as Patty! You’ve done great. Its’ rather like the time when we were so young we can’t remember learning to crawl, walk, and then run! My very first time off my home was a night drive around the deserted countryside that I live in, so to do what you did is fabulous.

      It takes time and experience to go out totally femme. Mostly I think it takes confidence, and by doing what you did, you’ve laid an important foundation which you can build on.

      Keep it going Baby!


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      Alice Underwire
      Registered On: September 16, 2019
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      Congratulations Patty!  You overcame that dreaded fear of being out.  And sounds like you enjoyed yourself.  Bet you can’t wait for your next outing.


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      Lisa Fox
      Registered On: March 24, 2020
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      Congrats Patty ! I am so envious – I never have even taken a baby step! You go girl!

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      Stephanie Bass
      Registered On: November 30, 2019
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      Wow Patty congrats you go girl. And I envy you as I cant come out of the house or closet as you will. As mentioned I live in a small community with wife and kids whew and grandkids close around me .So im proud of you for making that leap just never give up on your dreams and keep on dressing and going out there it must get more easy each time many hugs to you .


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      Charlotte (Charley) Wingham
      Registered On: September 21, 2019
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      Congrats hun that’s wonderful. Dont knock yourself down by saying its only a baby step. It really isn’t. Just keep on keeping on and you’ll find your confidence will grow and grow.


      Charlotte xxx

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      Stephanie Flowers
      Registered On: June 26, 2017
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      Well done Patty. first first time out is certainly a stressful moment but after that things should start to become easier. Enjoy your next step out.

      Stephanie 🌹

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      Heather Jameson
      Registered On: April 1, 2019
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      Right on Patty, now you’ve done it once it just gets easier and more enjoyable every time as your confidence grows.

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      Bettylou Cox
      Registered On: May 26, 2019
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      Congratulations, Patty; the first outing is always a bit scary, but I found that they quickly become almost routine. You will gain lots of self-confidence with each outing, and will soon look forward to them, as I did. Have fun, girl.

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      Simone C
      Registered On: January 23, 2019
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      Congratulations, felt good huh? What’s the next step? A skirt?


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    • #331851
      patty williams
      Registered On: January 19, 2019
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      P.S. girls I paid at the pump I didn’t go in and pay but I always pay at the pump.

      So maybe not as earth shattering as going in to a store but I want to do that in a good wig and make up.



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    • #331850
      Jessica James
      Registered On: July 10, 2019
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      Well done Patty, I am really pleased for you.

      Jessica x.

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    • #331848
      Registered On: August 6, 2018
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      Congratulations, Patty!  Well done!

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      Olivia Livin
      Registered On: October 22, 2018
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      Congratulations Patty!

      And so it begins lol

      Enjoy being out there girl


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    • #331845
      Registered On: March 2, 2020
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      Whoop whoop!!

      Go Patty


      S x

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