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So after getting some really not good news about my living situation, I have come to the heart breaking decision to let Jessica go. We found out yesterday that thanks in part to my uncle not doing anything in regards to the estate, if my mom and I want it signed over it will cost a lot of money and by a lot I mean a lot. Inheritance tax with a penalty, 20% of the estate’s value to my aunts and uncles, deed drafting costs, legal fees, filing fees, etc.
Finding work has become more difficult than I thought it would’ve been, and my family didn’t make things better. All in all, with those costs, and others starting, we sadly have no other choice but to prepare to live out of my mom’s car.
I can’t begin to say how much this is already breaking me mentally, things were going so well for me. I had more time to be Jessica, prospects of a somewhat remote future, but that’s done.
I’ve purged my stuff before, but this time it hurts much more than before. Now it’s like I’m losing myself, I can’t bring myself to drag my female self through this like I am my mom. I feel like this is all my fault, and nothing I do makes things better.
I’ve made so many great friends as Jessica, but I don’t know any other options. I have nowhere else to go, and with everything I can’t see me crossdressing as Jessica helping.
It sucks, but I have to say goodbye.
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