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Hi ladies –
Okay stand back, going to ramble a bit…
I’m grateful in many ways for finding this site. It’s been a long road carrying this inside without being able to talk to anyone who might understand the feelings and desires of this crossdresser…actually to some extent I believe transgender person is more accurate. Even though I only get to dress the way I desire periodically and have to return to my genders ‘norm’ afterwords, I still think TG (if one had to label things) would be more correct. At any rate other than my spouse, whom knows I like to crossdress and has seen me, but does not encourage me, no one in my immediate life knows of Rachel. Of course other than the 30,000 or so members of this site. So what I’m trying to say in a way is thanks for being there. I’m still trying to navigate my way through this life and while I have been ‘dressing up’ for more than 50 years, it’s a hard thing to keep bottled up inside.
I’ve been out in public fully dressed only maybe a dozen or so times in the last 20 years, and of the people I interacted with while dressed, I never saw any of them more than once. No recurring contacts, no friends, no exchange of thoughts, ideas, complements or criticism. Mostly when I got to travel to a city a 1000 miles way. It’s nice to have a place to come back to, names to recognize, conversations about TG/CD relevant topics and let out what’s been bottled up for a long time. I really hope that with settling here, some longer term relationships gel.
I think it would be nice if the opportunity arises at some point and an actual real life friendship gets to occur. In the interim, it feels really good to finally be able to express some of these thoughts and feelings to a larger group.
At the same time, there is the insanity side of this…Since coming on board, the desire to dress up feels even stronger. Circumstances don’t permit time to dress up on a daily basis but that doesn’t quell the desire that seems to ramp up day by day. Gratitude and Insanity….
Thanks for being here –
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