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Hello all, I am Ricca (RiccaDevianna), I am a 55 year young MTF transitioning CD. I’ve been dressing on and off for about 15 yrs. but actually started dressing in lingerie at about 9 yrs. old (secretly of course). I gave up in my later teens, with no form of support and a lot of shame I put it all in the recesses of my mind. It was always there, but came out fully (like a battering ram) about 10 yrs. ago. It is odd that I took so long to realize that I suppressed a part of me that was as real as anything else I thought myself to be, and brought so much happiness and self ❤ where I had no love of self prior (a constant struggle). Here I now am, alone (2 failed marriages), and as a transitioning CD, left to do so in secret. I am strong mentally though, I ultimately would like to move away, and start living my life as a woman, as I always wanted to, without family or community scorn. I also would love to find a real time friend to be open with and not dismissed.
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Registered On: December 8, 2020Topics: 23Replies: 438Has thanked: 2645 timesBeen thanked: 1552 timesHi Ricca, welcome to the CDH family. Im only 31 but clicked yes. I was first dressed when I was 12, my sister’s bridesmaid dress that had been left in my room.i didn’t dress again for at least 17 years. Last 2 years I’ve wore stockings and panties when I have had them. Finally accepted Trisha 2 months ago.
Honey you’ve found the right place to makes friends. All the
galsangels on the site are lovely . So feel free to relax and put your heels up here. Can’twwait to get to know you more.Love Trish
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I dressed from about 12/13 years old until I was ~15 years old. Then I stopped for approximately 2 decades. I have been “doing my thing” (mostly in private) for many years since and enjoy every opportunity – even though they are few and far between.
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Welcome Ricca!
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- Registered On: November 2, 2020Topics: 6Replies: 158Has thanked: 803 timesBeen thanked: 568 times
Hi Ricca ❤️
Welcome to CDH. It took me 50 years of shame and fear to accept to myself that I have been transgender my whole life. And when I came out nobody were surprised. I’ve been cross dressing since I was 8-9.
Lots of Hugs
Lily-Rose
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Hi Ricca! Welcome to the CDH family. You’ll find lots of information and lots of ladies to meet here.
Thanks for introducing yoursself. Really nice meeting you.
Love, Stephanie 💖
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- Registered On: September 16, 2019Topics: 20Replies: 2687Has thanked: 1863 timesBeen thanked: 5404 times
Hi Ricca,
Welcome to CDH.
I’ve heard returning to cross dressing is very common. Often cross dressing opportunities happen as a child and are put on hold. Then the urge returns and cross dressing resumes. Pangs of guilt frequently occur and it is put on hold until the urge returns. Girlfriends, marriage, children or college can delay the urge. But cross dressing returns with a stronger urge.
Alice
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Love the topic just turn 66 yesterday lost my wife about three years ago to cancer and after that decided to start dressing as a woman again moving a little slow right now having trouble finding things to fit right but I do enjoy it and don’t plan on quitting this time
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