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Hello all, I am Ricca (RiccaDevianna), I am a 55 year young MTF transitioning CD. I’ve been dressing on and off for about 15 yrs. but actually started dressing in lingerie at about 9 yrs. old (secretly of course). I gave up in my later teens, with no form of support and a lot of shame I put it all in the recesses of my mind. It was always there, but came out fully (like a battering ram) about 10 yrs. ago. It is odd that I took so long to realize that I suppressed a part of me that was as real as anything else I thought myself to be, and brought so much happiness and self ❤ where I had no love of self prior (a constant struggle). Here I now am, alone (2 failed marriages), and as a transitioning CD, left to do so in secret. I am strong mentally though, I ultimately would like to move away, and start living my life as a woman, as I always wanted to, without family or community scorn. I also would love to find a real time friend to be open with and not dismissed.
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