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Hello all, I am Ricca (RiccaDevianna), I am a 55 year young MTF transitioning CD. I’ve been dressing on and off for about 15 yrs. but actually started dressing in lingerie at about 9 yrs. old (secretly of course). I gave up in my later teens, with no form of support and a lot of shame I put it all in the recesses of my mind. It was always there, but came out fully (like a battering ram) about 10 yrs. ago. It is odd that I took so long to realize that I suppressed a part of me that was as real as anything else I thought myself to be, and brought so much happiness and self ❤ where I had no love of self prior (a constant struggle). Here I now am, alone (2 failed marriages), and as a transitioning CD, left to do so in secret. I am strong mentally though, I ultimately would like to move away, and start living my life as a woman, as I always wanted to, without family or community scorn. I also would love to find a real time friend to be open with and not dismissed.
Hi Ricca,
Welcome to CDH.
I’ve heard returning to cross dressing is very common. Often cross dressing opportunities happen as a child and are put on hold. Then the urge returns and cross dressing resumes. Pangs of guilt frequently occur and it is put on hold until the urge returns. Girlfriends, marriage, children or college can delay the urge. But cross dressing returns with a stronger urge.
Alice
Hi Ricca, welcome to the CDH family. Im only 31 but clicked yes. I was first dressed when I was 12, my sister’s bridesmaid dress that had been left in my room.i didn’t dress again for at least 17 years. Last 2 years I’ve wore stockings and panties when I have had them. Finally accepted Trisha 2 months ago.
Honey you’ve found the right place to makes friends. All the
galsangels on the site are lovely . So feel free to relax and put your heels up here. Can’twwait to get to know you more.Love Trish
Hello Ricca!
Thank you for sharing. You are inspirational. Please don’t move away! NE Ohio needs brave souls like you!
Sincerely,
Eira
Thank you Eira, although brave isn’t a word I would use, I am completely closeted at this time, I have no skills in make up, am limited in my abilities because of being a live in caretaker (not much privacy) and I have no one close to share any of this with. However, I appreciate your kind words and encouragement. 💋💗
Welcome Ricca, thank you for your wonderful intro, now you can relax and kick off your heels as you are amongst friends. Hugs 💋 Diana
Thank you Diana, love the name by the way… I hope to really find some life long friends here, I am not particularly chatty online or do social media (at all), although occasionally I have my moods. I am much more of a person to person type, sweet, considerate, thoughtful & intimate. A gurl can dream right? 💋
Great post! New here and looking for the same. Living in Miami Fl and please feel free to git me back !
Hey Zoe! Thanks for the warmness!! I was in Port Charlette & Pensacola a few years back myself for awhile. Man is it hot there, I’ll take Vegas’s 116° with no humidity anytime…😘💋
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