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Well ladies, on Monday Haley stepped out and turned herself loose on the general public! Years of dreaming and dressing, from panties, pantyhose, lingerie, and slutwear to actually preparing myself mentally and, as well as I am able, physically to get in the car in the pouring down rain, drive 25 miles, get out of the car in the parking lot with people all around (OMG, do I look ridiculous? At least it stopped raining! Must have looked down you know where 20 times to make sure! How is my gait? Hold my clutch by the strap, or hold it up in my hand?), and present Haley to the public, in the daylight, in my size 7 skinny jeans and my black lace top with the rose, in my size 13 ladies sandals, full makeup, my beautiful ginger wig (go ahead, ask😉), and my toenails painted to match my jeans. I freakin’ did it! Barb and I had talked for hours the previous day, so she was only surprised by the visual, but I’m not sure and neither is she exactly how she felt about it all. For me, I found it liberating, enlightening, and to a certain degree it legitimized Haley’s feelings that live within me. Yes, she is real, she has a presence, she can look and act like my mother, and she expects and deserves at least a little attention. Driving home I knew I wanted to go out again soon, with more people in a more lively environment, different, not as light, music, more party-oriented. Thought that would be fun, so…
Which brings me to why, as we all have our reasons. I have always been open as to my why, sometimes to the chagrin of admin. So simply put, Haley met someone that has always treated her like a lady, and that has encouraged her to blossom. Doesn’t every girl want to be told how beautiful she is, to be pulled close and hugged, arm around her waist? It’s an emotion and feeling that I never experienced as a man, although my life has not been boring. Nothing has quite taken my breath away like that feeling, and I want more…simply put🥰
Well, Friday is that man’s birthday, and him, Haley and M (a GG friend of mine) are going out for a birthday drink. My first outing in the evening, I’ll be in a somewhat protected environment, with people that care about me, and in my red dress…and I can’t wait! Again I will have a chance to learn more about myself…and how others react to me when out. Just don’t call me a freakin’ tranny unless you really want to piss this girl off…but that’s a topic for another thread🙃
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