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Hello everyone, I go by Sara here. I am new to this group.
So, I started cross dressing when I was younger. My first memories started as an interest. I would look at a girl in school, at the mall, on TV or somewhere else, and wish I could wear what she was wearing.
When I was younger, I had ample supply of items to try on as my older sister and I were about the same size, but had few opportunities. I remember trying on a few articles of clothing, but when I was about 12 years old, I had my big victory. I tried on a green front hook bra, black pantyhose, and a white floral cotton dress. I was hooked.
Then my sister got married, and moved out, taking everything with her. That was the worst, plus I was so sad that I could not be like the girls in her wedding party, wearing the gown.
When I was in college, I met a girl online that helped me a bit. I got together a small wardrobe of clothing, and even met another girl in person that was helping me. Then it did not feel right to her, and that all ended.
Had some tragedy in life, and suppressed everything for a long time, until it got to be too much. I saw a therapist, and realized I was only hurting myself by not exploring myself. Still working out what everything means, but now I have amassed my own personal wardrobe and get to explore my own side.
So, still trying to make sense of myself.
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