So……. Things have unfolded very fast for awhile for me beginning in May of this year. Ending a marriage that was over with for the better part of 15 years, leaving a depressing, isolated rural living situation and moving back to the Chicago area. If that was not enough, I decided that now is also the time to begin therapy, come out to my kids and brother and begin looking to finally, after what seems my whole life, now also seek my transition. This has been deeply emotional for me as I am finding as well. So many years of repressing myself. To this point, and this is just beginning for me, really , I am going through more changes than what lies ahead for me physically. While I am embracing it, there is a lot of discovery about myself yet , a lot of it emotional and mental. Everyday now, more of who I really have always been from within is being released and accepting this, and making it real and everyday is still a process. I definitely have cried a lot recently, had a few meltdowns and get impatient as well wanting this to hurry up so to speak. But, with so much help from so many of you here, Tessa, love you dearly, I have begun to slow down and take this day to day and try to enjoy each day I grow into Darcy. All the hoopla is over, now it’s just time for me to continue on my journey and time to own it . love all of you Darcy Anne
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