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Hi’ to all the girls
I feel like a happy Girl right now – Finding this wonderful place is a great comfort to me in my exploring my feminity, which seem to grow more and more each time I nurse it.
A year ago I didn’t know I had this huge bubble of feminity inside myself. I was just an ordinary guy, whith a little fetish: Womens Panties – I collected them, I even bought used panties from a girl to get the right odour along with the soft, fine and thin fabric and laces. Until one day last summer, when I lookad at a pair of newly washed lacy panties of hers and thought “How does it feel to wear those?” I put them on with a stupid smile on my face, but after making them fit correctly, the smile went off my lips, and was replaced by a propably even stupider puzzled look. “It felt GREAT!” – That was my first thought, but it was soon to be replaced by my second thought: “It felt RIGHT!”
I could not believe how well they fitted, how comfortable it felt… And the way the laces followed the curves of my buttocks – For the first time in many years I saw myself being sexy and feeling very female inside.
I have allways been a very sensitive man, sometimes even thought I should have been a girl instead, the way my emotions are put together – Empathic, sensitive, emotional (I cry every time a happy moment or a sad one occurs in a movie), I have allways made friends with girls during my entire life, often they came to me when their boyfriends treated them bad, and they needed a shoulder to cry on.
Now this crossdressing adventure of mine has put a lot of pieces of my life-puzzle together – I am a man on the outside, but definetly a woman inside – This comes to life every time I feel the soft fabric of female clothing on my body, or when I look on the online-stores where I buy the clothes. Seeing the PJ’s, Skirts, Dresses, Panties, Cami’s, Top’s or whatever, makes me urge to wear it. When I see the right outfit, I feel this tickling in my belly and my whole body tells me: “This is the right one for you – This brings you closer to the real you!”
When I wear womens clothes, I feel comfortable and at peace with myself for the first time in my life I think.
I only wear it when I am at home and alone – Sometimes I keep the panties on underneath the jeans when I go shopping, mostly because it is hell to wear men’s boxers after hours in lovely thin panties.
And because I only wear it alone, I am so happy to have found this place where I can openly talk about this great discovery about myself.
Thank you all for being here, big hugs!
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