I’m Melissa. I’m 40 and live in Chicago. I’m straight in that I’m only attracted to women. I’m divorced with 2 kids under 10.
For about as long as I can remember I’ve fantasized about being female. I remember balling up socks to put under my shirt at such a young age that even if I was a girl I wouldn’t have had boobs yet. As a teenager I tried on some of my sister’s clothes once or twice when nobody else was home.
All my life the fantasy of being a woman has been there. It’s strength waxes and wanes at different times, but it’s always there.
I bought my first bra less than 2 weeks ago. Since then the floodgates opened and I bought many other pieces of women’s clothing. The last few days I’ve been en femme pretty much any time I was home by myself. It was beyond exciting!
I don’t think I’m transgender, but that is something I need to explore. I’m hoping this community might help me explore that.
I’d also love help/advice on dressing. I have a pretty masculine build, masculine facial features and a deep voice. So I don’t think I’d ever pass. But I think I want to try and see how close I can get. That’s something else I hope to get from this community.
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