I joined Crossdresser Heaven once before, but had to leave. Not because of anything or anyone on the site, everyone was wonderful. I just took the chance of coming out to my wife, and it did not go well. In order to save our marriage as well as preserve my relationship with almost everyone I know, I had to pretend it was a phase and purge everything from my life that had anything to do with my femme side.
And for a short time, it was okay. Then, it wasn’t. As I kept pushing down my thoughts and feelings, things got darker and darker for me (though, I believe most around me were unaware).
Recently, I decided to again start buying some feminine clothes for myself. And I have found almost immediate peace from those demons. I will have to keep it secret, stay in the closet. But it seems like the only option open to me.
So, that’s me! Michelle the mess. Thank you for reading, I look forward to getting to know you all better soon!
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