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    • #744328

      I have often taken photos of myself whenecer I have dressed and most definitely when I fully dressed including makeup. And those photos have always made me happy to look back through in times when I couldn’t dress, but I have always desired something more than just selfies.

      For that reason I wanted some professional photos, but if I was going to spend that sort of money I might as well have some fun with it and so I sought out a boudoir photo studio that was willing to work with me. I got an assortment of answers back – a few “no thank yous”, a number of just plain no reply, but eventually I got a “not just a yes, but an enthusiastic yes -we’d love to work with you”. And that sealed the deal! I booked the shoot, but the availability had it about a month out. It was painful to wait but I had much to prepare (much of which is because I am closeted).

      The biggest stumbling block was how to have hairless legs for the shoot. My wife doesn’t mind that I shave my chest and arms, but had said legs would be too much. Hmmm. I occasionally get two small patches of hair waxed from my lower back so when I scheduled that I also scheduled to have my legs done. I made up the ruse that they were offering a free waxing for any new area and since my chest and arms were already hairless I opted for the legs as kind of a one time thing. It worked and not much was said about it. An indifferent attitude is how best to describe it, but I know not to make it a regular thing!

      Anyway the day of the shoot I had all my things ready, an assortment of lingerie, breast forms, wig, makeup, and a couple of outfits for afterwards. I don’t feel comfortable doing my own makeup nor going out in public unless I do have my face made up. I did plan to arrive dressed though and changed in the car before my drive over. And since I had smooth legs I for once could wear my cute shorts and sandals!!

      When I arrived the ladies welcomed me in (the photographer and MUA). And we sat down to discuss the process and what my expectations were. First up was a makeover and I slipped into the young MUA chair and she got right to work. During so we all chatted about a variety of topics but mostly about dual gender, my background, etc. I tend to be an open book and enjoy “teaching” about our community to those not entirely familiar. When the makeup was complete the MUA styled my wig and then she spun me around for the reveal and I was blown away. It was a different look than what my usual makeup artist provides but these results were damn good too. I had a more sultry look about me which would play into the photos that were about to be taken. We then went back into the studio and sorted through the lingerie I had brought and settled on two outfits. They left and I changed into the first one. This is where I was a little nervous because I didn’t want to become excited. This was an aspect of what we discussed when I first arrived. It was explained that the nature of the photos could and often did capture some level of nudity. I had answered that I was wanting to capture my femininity most of all so we agreed if I became excited we would all just take a short break and wait it out, but they also said it wasn’t a big deal for them if it happened. That really didn’t calm my nerves but what can one do in that situation. Anyway I told them I was ready and they both came back in and my body behaved itself thank goodness!

      The photos began and they both provided direction on posing which was very helpful! We had some sexy music playing (The band – The XX). And we just moved throughout the studio capturing all different shots. Midway I did an outfit change and this was into a maroon nightie that is made of satin and lace and this is where my body betrayed me and my maleness became apparent. I covered myself with my hands in between poses and we all just worked through it with nothing said. It didn’t affect the photos so I was fine with continuing on as I was having so much fun and feeling utterly sexy at the same time. Afterwards I changed beck into my original outfit, we discussed the shoot, and settled up on the payment. We said our goodbyes and I was off to enjoy the rest of the afternoon which I did by grabbing some lunch and eating in a nearby park. I took some photos of my own and also enjoyed a walk. This was the first time getting to have hair free legs and getting to wear shorts so I was damn sure going to enjoy my time outside!

      I just now received my finished photos and hot damn they are freaking amazing. Only a few am I able to see my male features peaking through but I think that is because I know what to look for. The rest I feel certain would fool any member of my family.

      Oh my gosh I’m so happy I did this!

      Disclaimer – I struggled with whether I should post this story. The reason being is that it is easy to read of another’s adventure and think that we want that for ourselves. I am closeted, this outing involved a new set of people that now know my male name, address, etc. (credit card info). It is all additional exposure and as a result additional risk. What I am trying to say is that this photoshoot took Darcy far out into the deep end. I recognized that as I was planning it and I did a lot of things to minimize the risk that I didn’t mention in this story. So if you are closeted and if this story gets your mind thinking about wanting to do it too I want you to really think it over and what risks you will be taking before you do it. I will be happy to discuss with you your plan should you want to do something like this. It’s a big deal and I don’t want to be the encouragement that gets you doing things without fully thinking them through. In other words I want my closeted sisters to play it safe and only do things that will keep you safe.

      Sultry hugs,
      ~darcy

    • #744338

      Congrats Darcy! That’s amazing and it’s something I plan on doing at some point. I’ve already talked tot he 2 women who have a studio for boudoir shoots. They keep asking for me to come in, but I told them not until next year.

    • #744340
      Chrissie Smith
      Baroness

      Thanks Darcy for your comprehensive story of a fabulous girlie day out. I’m booked into a professional makeover service in London in a couple of days and I can’t wait. I’ve thought through the possible risks and believe I should be OK. I’ll share an update, and maybe some pics.

      Hugs, Chrissie.

    • #744343

      Darcy –

      Thank you for sharing your experience.  It sounds like you did a thorough job preparing for and doing the shoot.  I’m sure you felt amazing having such a wonderful time with a couple people that were accepting of you.  It is wonderful that you got to enjoy the rest of the day outside after the shoot was done.

      XOXO
      Suzanne

    • #744347

      Sounds like it was a fun-tastic event, Sweetie.  I have always wanted to try a boudoir shoot, but my Italian Heritage makes something like this VERY difficult as I would have to soak in a tub of Nair before trying it! (lol)

      I also appreciate your words of caution at the end. Sometimes we can get so excited about an event that we don’t think through all the ramifications. I recently came out to a friend, and he wanted to meet Julie. I agreed to a lunch date, and it wasn’t until I was walking into the restaurant that I considered the potential consequences – very public spot (large restaurant in our biggest Mall), getting to and from there, and like that.  Thankfully it all went off without a problem and we had a wonderful meal and chat.  But yes, we need to consider ALL the possiblities before stepping out.

    • #744363

      So happy you had a great experience!  My first makeover was awesome also.  We deserve it!

    • #744380

      Darcy, Thank you for sharing this story of your amazing experience. I did this same step in my CDing journey back in July 2020. I am also closeted at home, but “out” among my local CD/TG community. I also did steps to reduce “risk”; researched the studio website, requested an in-person consultation before booking, and paid cash for the shoot.

      I planned my photoshoot to include a feminine make-up application and two outfits: a professional look with a blouse, pencil skirt, hosiery, and heels and then a boudoir/lingerie look. I posted photos of my make-up and the professional look on my CDH Public Photo page.

    • #744403
      J J
      Lady

      That sounds like a great a fun experience. I hope to do a photo shoot soon and have done a minor one at a CD service a couple of years ago, but would love to be shot by a professional.

      As for the warning, yes it is all something we should think about, but not over think. Is there a risk? Sure, but it is minimal. The photographer and MUA were professionals and deal with women that are exposing themselves to potentially far worse then us. The shoot intimate photos, and often involve a little, or a lot of nudity that in the wrong hands would be an issue. My wife did a boudoir shoot awhile ago, and was nervous as well. She had a great time, and was more then thrilled with the result. What really surprised me was how willing she was to show her album to a select group of people, that was how proud she was of the results. So, my advice is if this is something you are interested in, embrace it, enjoy yourself and don’t be surprised if the results are better than you expect. This is why these people are professionals.

    • #744487

      Thanks, Darcy, for letting us share vicariously in your adventure. It’s one I’m not likely to experience first-hand so I appreciate reading about it. Did I miss the part where you promised to post some of the pics to CDH?

      Hugs & kisses,
      W.

    • #744517
      Alli Katz
      Lady

      Hi Darcy – I’m glad you enjoyed your makeover and photo-shoot. I can understand your nervousness – and perhaps guilt, if you feel you are telling your partner one thing while planning and doing another.

      I’ve been to several dressing services over the years, and they have all been super. I’ve never felt confidentiality to be a concern.

      The thing that bothers me most is lieing to my partner. The only way I’ve been able to reconcile that is by reminding myself that we are all entitled to some degree of privacy. Aren’t we? Must we know everything about each other? Particularly if there may be more harm in knowing than not knowing. Perhaps ignorance, in some circumstances, is the better bliss.

      • #753981
        Caty Ryan
        Baroness

        The thing that bothers me most is lieing to my partner. The only way I’ve been able to reconcile that is by reminding myself that we are all entitled to some degree of privacy.

        Same here Darci,

        My beloved “knows but does not want to know” about Caty. She knows I dress when I do overnight charity volunteer trips. She DOES NOT know what I do on some of them, eg go bra shopping and go out to dinner as Caty

        Happy dressing

        Caty.

         

    • #744526

      My dear Darcy right from the beginning my deceased wife took all of the photos… sometime hundreds during a shoot, sometimes just two or three. Now that she is no longer in my physical life I’ve realised I can’t shoot selfies for s**t… woe is me

      pathetic Polly

    • #744555

      Kudos to you for doing it!! I too was looking to have not just my trans self photos taken, but boudoir as well. I too found a photographer but she has no studio. She shoots outside or at someone’s house. Not exactly the level of professionalism I was looking for so I’ve yet to pull the trigger.

      • #744566
        J J
        Lady

        Many professional photogs do not have studios, maintaining one is expensive. Do not rule out an outdoor lingerie shoot. While logistically challenging it can be done and can be fun. A nice hotel room can also be a good option if your house or a friends is not an option. Even an AirBnB can be a lot of fun and add elements not possible in a studio setting.

      • #753949

        update: I now have a boudoir and nude photography session setup with a professional. It’s in September and i’m so nervous. I’ve been naked in front of plenty of people before (you know, parties,etc). But this is more intimate. I’ve been buying all this new lingerie for the shoot. I’ll follow up with how they turned out.

    • #744565

      One of us “gurls” here who goes as “Deborah” replied in German a day or two ago, but I can no longer find her response.
      I speak German and quite appreciated and enjoyed hearing about her experience.
      Unfortunately, I was on my cellphone at the time and now, after dredging through a large part of the forums to find this thread using my laptop, I find that it’s gone.
      I would love to hear from Deborah again.

      Love,
      Katherine

    • #744621
      Tonya Johnson
      Duchess - Annual

      Darcy Thanks for sharing with ys yourxadventure. I’m so happy that you enjoyed your makeover and photo-shoot. I must add this to my bucket list.

      ❤️ Tonya

      • #744746
        J J
        Lady

        Absolutely do add it to the list, and near the top too. It is such a fun adventure, and ticks so many boxes. You get full make up by a pro, you get to choose from a variety of looks and outfits, you get to interact with others, you can go out i. public if you choose, known you are looking your best, and you get photographic memories of it. Not to mention you learn a lot, and just have a good time doing it all. You will likely be a touch nervous going in, but once you start all that goes away and you just enjoy the moment.

    • #744723
      Anonymous
      Lady

      Hairless legs are the best ever. I went from in the closet with hairy legs wearing at least 40 denier tights all of the time to smooth legs wearing a maximum of 15 denier nude/natural panty hose.
      Good luck 👍

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