I’m a man, I’m a girl, I’m a latent gay, I’m bisexual, sometimes I just sit and have no idea.
Anyway, I’m back on this site after getting too emotional over 6 months ago and leaving the site. I’ve been out in public as Steph twice since that time, I also came out to my mom and my exwife in the process. I still very much live as a man and don’t get to dress very often but while that is very true, on the flip side I also am more comfortable with my fem side than ever and have vivid dreams at night of someday becoming a woman full-time.
I don’t know if that last part will ever actually happen and I very much feel that if it does, it won’t be for some time, maybe after I turn 50, who knows?
For now, I’m trying to get more comfortable in my skin as a non-binary bisexual person who likes to dress and act like a woman on occasion. In most of my waking hours, I do feel comfortable as a man but as long as I live this way, I won’t know how much that is because I have conditioned myself to comfortable as such. The more I allow myself to spend time as a woman, the more clear that will be, I may find that I am most comfortable as a full-time girl. I can confidently say I was very happy when spending an entire day as a girl, the pictures of my smiles that day do not lie, I clearly look happier.
whew, yeah, I guess I have lots to say and this is all very important to me.
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