I’m confused and need help please.

[Amanda Shade]

OK please bear with me, I’m Amanda (not my boy name) and I’m a crossdressing. I’ve aspergers syndrome, borderline personality disorder, self harm, depression, aniexity.

My problem is I love crossdressing and when I’m Amanda I feel free from my problems and feel so happy and alive and perfect, though still have some problems but I can deal with them a lot better. When I’m in man mode I struggle with constant suicidal throughs and self harm etc. I don’t understand why it’s easier to deal with it when I’m Amanda, I don’t think I’m transgender as I also love being a male I don’t understand I hope you girls can help me please if you can

Amanda xx

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