Like a butterfly

[Marin]

Hello all,

Hmm, I guess I will start from my beginning.

When I entered puberty my hormones started to kick in and all I could think of was being naked. Late at night I would sneak into the attic and strip my night close off.  I discovered that I enjoyed the feel of certain textures against my naked skin and the ones that felt the best were the old girdles of my mother.  Soon I was wearing her old girdles, bras and panties. Then I discovered her  satin nighties.

I spent my teenage years in a dress or skirt as much as possible. I think I was never caught, but I’m sure my mother had her suspicions after trying on her wedding dress.

My college years were quite as I only had time for drinking.

When I graduated I moved to L.A. and began to explore my sexuality. I slept with men, woman, cross dressers, and transgender women. I really got caught up in the fetish scene and soon I had become the photo slave of a Dominatrix, whom I served for about a year.

Finally, I settled down into a “normal” life and got married, but my past ways still played in my mind. I’ve been able to control those urges for almost 30 years. Until last night.

When my spouse went out of town for a couple of days I decided I had to do something. I slipped down to the local Adult store and purchased some lingerie. So last night I went to sleep wearing a turquoise chemise with matching thong and slept soundly.

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[Amber Lynn]

Welcome Marin. I to have been on and off most of my life. Now at my older age I feel the urge most of the time. I love my feminine side. Hugs and Kisses Amber

[Christina Isme]

Well I am full time girl 👧 since I was 9 till now 62 I find it is easier when you are open and people know who I am. You can talk to the girls just go into the chatt room and get to know everyone else and welcome to the site

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[Suzanne Martin]

Marin –

Welcome to CDH a lovely community where you can find support and advice to help you on your journey.  Like you I laid dormant for a long time and have enjoyed renewing my crossdressing the last couple years.  The advice I have received here has helped me on my journey.  Hope to see you in chat and be sure to check out the forums.

XOXO
Suzanne

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[Marin]

Thank you, Suzanne

[Barbie Satin]

Hi Marin

We should chat some. I was a pro dominatrix and a fetish model.

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[Marin]

Thank You, Ms Satin

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[Stephanie Bass]

Hi Marin nice to meet you and happy you found and joined us girls here so get settled in relax and enjoy yourself here..  As a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home as well as yours now also..  Girl there is a wealth of knowledge here to access just say hello and ask a question .. As for making girlfriends here there are so many ladies from all over the world to build long lasting friendships with .. Please look around and again nice meeting you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime..

Steohanie Bass

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rhonda, Marin

[Marin]

Thank you Stephanie

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[Stephanie Bass]

You are very welcome ..

Stephanie

[Terri Anne Knoan]

Hello Marin,

Welcome to our amazing CrossDresserHeaven (CDH) site. So glad you have joined us here. Feel free to explore all that our site has to offer.

The Warmth, Compaasion and Hospitality of our community members can be found throughout the site.

Please do make use of the forums and articles or public chat room and friendships offered here on CrosDresser Heaven.

At any Membership level, You can contact any of us via [ PM ] Private Messages.  You can find that link on each member’s Wall under their Profile picture.

Also, you may find what you need such as Help Center or Ambassadors by using the links in the top R/H drop down 3 bar [ hamburger ] menu.

Here is a good link to review the membership levels and the privledges for each. Such as Private Chat, Groups, etc.

Regards,

Terri Anne, Ambassador

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[Marin]

Thank you so much, Terri Anne

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[Alice Underwire]

Hi Marin,

Welcome to CDH.

Alice

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[Corinne]

I hope this is the start of a wonderful journey for you. If I have learned one thing from almost fifty years of dressing, it’s that the need never goes away. It may lie dormant for a while, but the pink fog always comes back. I hope you enjoy it is much as I do!

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[Marin]

Thank you, Corrine. It has reared it’s beautiful head many rimes over the years and last night I could no longer resist.

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