Hello, My name is Tracy and I’m located in Iowa. Some call it the middle of nowhere and it feels that way sometimes. But its recently been voted the best state in the best country!
I’ve felt the urge to dress in feminine attire since the age of 5, since I first wrapped myself up in my mom’s nighty and enjoyed its silky feel. When I was old enough to be left alone I started going through mom’s things and trying on all of her clothes that I could.
In the last 10 years, this urge has grown so strong it overwhelms me at times. And now it’s different, just wearing feminine clothes isn’t enough. I want to look feminine. I want my body to look feminine. I started shaving my body, wearing feminine clothing under my drab clothes and wearing light makeup whenever I could. I don’t feel like I was born in the wrong body, but I would definitely live as a woman most of the time.
Reality then sets in and I realize that living as a woman really isn’t possible at this moment in my life. Yes I could say to hell with everyone, I’m going to do it. But, I don’t have the energy to deal with the fallout from family and friends. So, I dress when I can and go out on rare occasions when I can.
Hoping to meet some great new friends on this site who are in a similar boat as me. Thanks for taking a minute to read my ramblings.
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