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Since a lot of girls go through times of doubt and feel the need to purge, I wanted to address it from my perspective (plus, Grace is bored and wants some fresh forum topics). Purging has been discussed here already. But since I’m new here, I thought I would share my personal thoughts on the subject.
I do understand that a lot of girls go through times of doubt, shame, and embarrassment. I am fortunate to not have to deal with that but my heart goes out to all of you that struggle with the pink fog. It’s okay if you feel any of those things. Just, please, do yourself a huge favor and don’t purge. Perhaps, a better alternative is to just pack up all your girly stuff, nice and neat, and tuck it away for a while. I have read about a lot of girls who have purged and when the pink fog rolls in again they have to start over.
I am a borderline hoarder. I can’t stand getting rid of anything. About seven years ago, my panty collection became overwhelming and my wife really needed some dresser space. I cleaned out two full dresser drawers for her only keeping my most comfortable everyday thongs and panties which was still quite a lot. I put them all in a big plastic storage tub and just forgot about them.
I know. That’s not a purge at all. But here’s what I am getting at. I completely forgot that I had all those wonderful things hiding deep in my closet. A few weeks ago, I knew I wanted to go beyond underdressing which prompted me to go through some boxes in my closet. I found 48 pairs of thongs and panties that I had never even opened, stockings, leggings, yoga pants, and body stockings that I had never tried on. It was like a crossdressing Christmas and it was fabulous. I had previously only worn panties in public. So, I stepped up my underdressing game the next day and went out for the first time with a full set of sexy on under my clothes (a tight little teddy with attached garters, thigh highs, and a matching thong). What a glorious feeling it was.
Just two days ago, my wife reminded me about that big storage tub full of panties. My heart raced! I had totally forgotten about it. It’s full of all those cute, girly, lacy things that just weren’t my everyday stuff. Some are really nice like a few pairs of La Perla panties that I got on sale. I am giddy with excitement about opening that treasure trove hiding in the corner of my wife’s side of the closet. Now, I’ll be cleaning out some of my dresser drawers for my own things and packing up a bunch of drab clothes that fit better before I started drinking a lot of beer. I’ll box them up and save them for after I lose twenty pounds. Until then, Mika’s clothes need some room.
I have read that when a girl goes through a purge, the pink fog never goes away entirely. It always creeps back in and the need arises once more. If you have a period of doubt, just pack your things away until you feel ready to give in to the pink fog once more. You will save money in the long run and you will feel the excitement all over again. Just as you did when you bought those cute things long ago.
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