• Creator
    Topic
  • #411681
    Rikki Jones
    Participant
    Registered On: September 2, 2020
    Topics: 6
    Replies: 24
    Has thanked: 379 times
    Been thanked: 159 times

    Good morning Ladies,

    I don’t know what has come over me but this site has made a profound impact on me in less than a week of regular involvement. I’ve been enveloped by the pink fog.

    Last night I went out to a bar , underdressed. I very often underdress with my panties but last night I not only wore a bra as well but I wore it out of the house and even interacted with my son while wearing it. I even slept in it and am still wearing it and my black lace panties as I type this.

    My only regret last night was that I didn’t wear a garter belt and nylons as well. I find myself unwilling to take it off. I just ordered five unlined bralettes from Amazon , which someone suggested and I’m hoping that I can wear them everyday without anyone noticing.

    I’m dying to acquire a nice teddy set to wear to bed but that one will be tough to get away with. For the past week I’ve been obsessed with the forum and everything about this site to the point where I’m having a hard time getting anything done around the house and farm.

    It’s a good thing that I’m retired and can set my own schedule. I’d welcome any suggestions on other lingerie items that are easily worn as underdressing and I’d like to know if lipstick can be quickly removed as I’d like to practice in my bathroom , even while my son is home.

    This is amazing to me because to begin with dressing was all about sex and while that remains a huge part of it , as I feel sexy as hell when dressing , now I have a burning desire to be able to pass as a woman and venture out.

    I’m by no means ready for that giant step yet , but I want to practice with my makeup as my profile pic proved to me that properly made up , I’ll be able to pass. How can I practice and develop my makeup skills with a nineteen year old around?

    Help … The fog has got me in it’s grip.

    Hugs and kisses , Rikki

Viewing 13 reply threads
  • Author
    Replies
    • #412067
      Emily Alt
      Duchess - Annual
      Registered On: August 24, 2019
      Topics: 10
      Replies: 433
      Has thanked: 374 times
      Been thanked: 1967 times

      Hi Rikki,

      As you’ve discovered, CDH has a way of bringing the girl out in all of us. That’s a good thing. But she can be pretty demanding. As the other ladies have said, take it slow.

      I agree that coming out to your son would let you be yourself at home. Based on your comments, I’ll assume that’s not happening anytime soon. I’d encourage you to think about it though. Getting caught happens and it never goes well. Always better for family to find out on YOUR terms.

      If you’re able, getting a hotel in another city would give you a chunk of time to practice makeup and dress up. Also, most larger cities have a significant LGBTQ community. You’d likely find welcoming businesses, online resources, and people to talk to. Something to consider.

      Hugs, Emily

    • #412033
      Mika Malone
      Duchess - Annual
      Registered On: November 11, 2020
      Topics: 26
      Replies: 557
      Has thanked: 1683 times
      Been thanked: 2197 times

      The easiest (or hardest) thing is to come out to your son about it. The younger generation is a lot more open minded about these kinds of things. You might be pleasantly surprised by his reaction and be able to pursue this as you wish without any secrecy. Obviously, you know him better than I but it would definitely make things a lot easier if it were out in the open.

      1 user thanked author for this post.
      • #412105
        Regine Rich
        Princess
        Registered On: October 9, 2020
        Topics: 20
        Replies: 534
        Has thanked: 5618 times
        Been thanked: 2326 times

        That can go either way, Mika.
        My son recently had a discussion with me, he is in his late 30’s and in that talk crossdressing came up as a sidebar to other things, and I found out he truly believes it is a mental health problem. I argued a bit, then let the comment’s pass, as we are both stubborn mules and dont change our thinking without a hammer and crowbar, and the conversation moved on, but I know it will be a long, long time before I would get acceptance, or even tolerance, from him.
        Luckily? he lives a distance away, and we only see each other once in awhile. If, by chance I’m caught by him, I suppose I’ll deal with it then, but I’m not in any way looking forward to that.
        Regine

        2 users thanked author for this post.
        • #412160
          Mika Malone
          Duchess - Annual
          Registered On: November 11, 2020
          Topics: 26
          Replies: 557
          Has thanked: 1683 times
          Been thanked: 2197 times

          Point taken. Luckily, you were able to feel out the subject and make a decision from there.

          1 user thanked author for this post.
    • #412027
      Araminta Purdy
      Lady
      Registered On: January 23, 2020
      Topics: 2
      Replies: 245
      Has thanked: 332 times
      Been thanked: 836 times

      PS: Hide the credit cards!

      Araminta, EWOTNW

      1 user thanked author for this post.
    • #412026
      Araminta Purdy
      Lady
      Registered On: January 23, 2020
      Topics: 2
      Replies: 245
      Has thanked: 332 times
      Been thanked: 836 times

      Now you are throughly addicted and never will be free of the urge. We have you in the palms of our hands and you are ours to play with at will.

      *evil, cackling laughter fading into the darkness*

      Araminta, Evil Witch of the Northwest.

      4 users thanked author for this post.
    • #411982
      Rei Durden
      Baroness - Annual
      Registered On: October 11, 2020
      Topics: 19
      Replies: 791
      Has thanked: 4885 times
      Been thanked: 3194 times

      Rikki, this site, all the great ladies and  the inspiration here is positively addicting.

      There’s no help for the pink fog but to float where it takes you…….

      What a sweet trip it is!

    • #411899
      Kitty Van Curen
      Lady
      Registered On: November 3, 2020
      Topics: 0
      Replies: 151
      Has thanked: 135 times
      Been thanked: 517 times

      Hi hun! An awesome way to get make up off quickly and hassle free is using Micellar water. It’s a little spendy, but I totally advise getting this as part of your regular make-up kit. You can remove anything with one wipe of a cotton wool ball! It won’t damage or irritate your skin, you can re-apply immediately if you need..It’s a must-have!

      I truly hope this helps!

      Best wishes!

      6 users thanked author for this post.
      • #412071
        Grace Scarlett
        Baroness - Annual
        Registered On: July 26, 2020
        Topics: 50
        Replies: 1431
        Has thanked: 6674 times
        Been thanked: 7934 times

        Thanks Kitty

        I use micellar water too and it’s wonderful…well worth trying!!

        Grace x

         

        1 user thanked author for this post.
      • #412031
        Mika Malone
        Duchess - Annual
        Registered On: November 11, 2020
        Topics: 26
        Replies: 557
        Has thanked: 1683 times
        Been thanked: 2197 times

        I second this recommendation. I was practicing makeup for the first time tonight and used this after a few mistakes and when I was done practicing. It removes even the heaviest, dried on, liquid eyeliner and mascara quickly and easily. It should remove lipstick even faster.

        2 users thanked author for this post.
    • #411894
      Regine Rich
      Princess
      Registered On: October 9, 2020
      Topics: 20
      Replies: 534
      Has thanked: 5618 times
      Been thanked: 2326 times

      Lol,congrats Rikki. I too am enveloped in the fog, I have worn a b cup bra with foam inserts to work all week, and under my coverall’s, no one notices. I also put on perfume every morning, so I smell nice 24/7. This fog is THICK, lol, and I love it
      Regine

      4 users thanked author for this post.
    • #411892
      Robyn Devine
      Duchess
      Registered On: October 24, 2020
      Topics: 13
      Replies: 517
      Has thanked: 1618 times
      Been thanked: 2228 times

      Rikki

      With all respect and care, my first suggestion is breathe and relax!  Especially with a 19 yr old around! I know that part exactly because my 19 yr old just moved out a couple months ago.

      Of course we Girls want you to move forward, but not recklessly.  If possible, experiment when he isnt home.  Not to mention Im sure you have higher priorities like house/finances etc.  So don’t let that go downhill.  Again…dont want to stop you, just let off the gas a little.

      I can also agree 100% that coming here definitely lights a fire under one’s tush.  In just a month of me being here, I feel I’ve travelled at light speed.  It will all come together when its supposed to, there’s no rush.

      xo -Robyn 🤗❤️

      5 users thanked author for this post.
    • #411889
      Bridgette VonSmirff
      Lady
      Registered On: October 18, 2020
      Topics: 13
      Replies: 221
      Has thanked: 4332 times
      Been thanked: 1020 times

      You tell people at YOUR pace. It’s your life. As to lipstick/color/gloss whatever, you can find one that matches your natural lip color, and wear it all the time, it’s what i do, even at work. Either nobody noticed yet, or they didn’t have the balls to mention it.

      5 users thanked author for this post.
    • #411755
      Julie Carson
      Lady
      Registered On: October 26, 2020
      Topics: 0
      Replies: 37
      Has thanked: 644 times
      Been thanked: 149 times

      I just love what the pink fog does to big strong men. Giggles. Oh look out Rikki its the pink fog fairy tosssing her magic dust in the air.

      5 users thanked author for this post.
    • #411742
      Grace Scarlett
      Baroness - Annual
      Registered On: July 26, 2020
      Topics: 50
      Replies: 1431
      Has thanked: 6674 times
      Been thanked: 7934 times

      Rikki

      Take it slowly and at a pace that suits you……but enjoy it!!…in a week here you are realising already that your feelings are real and getting stronger…..and you are not alone, girl.

      It’s time to admit already your fate is sealed, once you are fogbound, there really is no escape…

      Huggs, grace xx

       

    • #411702
      Celeste Starre
      Lady
      Registered On: June 26, 2018
      Topics: 31
      Replies: 730
      Has thanked: 209 times
      Been thanked: 2206 times

      “How can I practice and develop my makeup skills with a nineteen year old around?”

      By telling him.

      2 users thanked author for this post.
      • #411714
        Rikki Jones
        Duchess
        Registered On: September 2, 2020
        Topics: 6
        Replies: 24
        Has thanked: 379 times
        Been thanked: 159 times

        Thanks Celeste but this whole thing is moving way too fast and I’m not ready to share with any other than you girls , at least for now.

        5 users thanked author for this post.
        • #411720
          Cindy Lou
          Baroness - Annual
          Registered On: November 18, 2020
          Topics: 10
          Replies: 433
          Has thanked: 1840 times
          Been thanked: 1991 times

          Only my wife knows. I could easily tell my daughter she’s totally cool, the problem is the potential damage I’d do to her for what will seem to her like losing her Father. I wouldn’t even consider telling him atm, when the time is right by all means, but imo this is not it.

          4 users thanked author for this post.
          • #411729
            Rikki Jones
            Duchess
            Registered On: September 2, 2020
            Topics: 6
            Replies: 24
            Has thanked: 379 times
            Been thanked: 159 times

            You are absolutely correct Cindy Lou. This is about more than me. I know that the kids today are much more broadminded and tolerant than when I was growing up and I know that they would eventually accept me but I don’t think it’s fair to burden them with that kind of weight at the present moment just so that I can feel better about myself.

            2 users thanked author for this post.
          • #412096
            Roberta Broussard
            Baroness
            Registered On: July 20, 2020
            Topics: 4
            Replies: 62
            Has thanked: 824 times
            Been thanked: 246 times

            Glad to hear you say that. Don’t force it. Its not about you, they are still kids.

            1 user thanked author for this post.
          • #411901
            Regine Rich
            Princess
            Registered On: October 9, 2020
            Topics: 20
            Replies: 534
            Has thanked: 5618 times
            Been thanked: 2326 times

            Your right, Rikki, and if I may say, you need to get comfortable yourself, before widening things. If it’s only been a week, you are still in the holy cow, thats me, part of this life, and I would go slow and easy.
            just my opinion,
            Hugs, Regine

            1 user thanked author for this post.
          • #411745
            Cindy Lou
            Baroness - Annual
            Registered On: November 18, 2020
            Topics: 10
            Replies: 433
            Has thanked: 1840 times
            Been thanked: 1991 times

            Bingo! You got this Rikki.

            1 user thanked author for this post.
          • #412036
            Mika Malone
            Duchess - Annual
            Registered On: November 11, 2020
            Topics: 26
            Replies: 557
            Has thanked: 1683 times
            Been thanked: 2197 times

            This is probably true for most people. I’m one of those “grab the bull by the horns” kinda person. I can really relate to what Rikki is going through but my circumstances are, perhaps, different. I came out to my family before diving into the deep end and that’s made a world of difference for me. Even though it’s out in the open, I’ve been easing them into this gradually. I have worn my heels for a week and a half in my men’s clothes even though I would love to wear my cute skirt. First ever makeup practice was tonight in the breakfast nook with the whole family nearby. My wife didn’t look over at all but we had a good conversation about makeup afterwards. My decisions at home are a day by day, moment by moment kind of thing. You’ll know when the time is right.

            1 user thanked author for this post.
    • #411696
      Amanda Burton
      Baroness - Annual
      Registered On: January 15, 2020
      Topics: 17
      Replies: 854
      Has thanked: 6702 times
      Been thanked: 3249 times

      It’s no use fighting it Rikki, abandoned yourself to your destiny and it’s care.

      1 user thanked author for this post.
    • #411692
      Bobbi Sue
      Registered On: September 15, 2020
      Topics: 13
      Replies: 114
      Has thanked: 142 times
      Been thanked: 724 times

      I used to think, “I need to take my makeup and dress off so i can go to the store.”

      Then I had a come-to-Jesus event that made me realize it’s ok to be me. I’ll own it.

      Nowadays I think, “I need to put on my makeup and dress so i can go to the store.”

      • #411694
        Rikki Jones
        Duchess
        Registered On: September 2, 2020
        Topics: 6
        Replies: 24
        Has thanked: 379 times
        Been thanked: 159 times

        I’m by no means ready for that Bobby Sue , especially where I live but I’d really like to get in some practice with making myself up even if my boy is around but without him finding out.

Viewing 13 reply threads
  • You must be logged in to reply to this topic.
Subscribe To Our Newsletter

Subscribe To Our Newsletter

Join our mailing list to receive the latest news and updates from Crossdresser Heaven.

You have Successfully Subscribed!

Log in with your credentials

or    

Forgot your details?

Create Account

If you don't see the captcha above please disable ad and tracking blockers and reload the page.