- This topic has 28 replies, 21 voices, and was last updated 3 years ago by
.
- Posts
Hi Girls
Well I finally did it! I am no longer confined to the 4 walls of my apartment anymore!
I finally broke that barrier and went out late last night, fully dressed with makeup and wig. The pics I posted are what I wore. My over the knee “blingy” boots, black sheer hose with my black cut off shorts. Black mesh top, black bra and a black denim jacket.
My selfies don’t describe what I saw in the mirror or how I felt. Got my makeup on point, felt like a rock star and after I took my pics…I said F— It, I’m going OUT!!
— You were right Rei…it wasn’t gonna be long! 😉 —
Grabbed my keys and headed out! Now my outing was mmm…uneventful, but the point was to simply that mental block of staying trapped in one’s home.
So I drove a stone’s throw away to a little business park very close to my place. Nobody there. Took a deep breath and got out of the car. It was in the low 50’s so it was a bit chilly but it felt amazing. The whole “airflow” thing hit full force and it was amazing! To walk around for a good 20 minutes as Robyn felt fantastic. Now with all that cool air I got the munchies…hehehe 😈 DRIVE THRU!
Pulled up, placed my order and pulled around to pay with cash. Now the girl at window didnt give a “miss” or “maam” but again, that wasn’t the real goal. I broke the barrier of being seen/viewed in public. That was huge to me! Drove home and that was really the end.
Now that I’ve gone out truly en femme as Robyn, I can honestly say its much more about conquering your fears and anxieties of walking out and being seen. Gaining the confidence to be you and hold your head up and walk tall…and be proud of who you are.
To all the lovely Girls here at CDH – You can do it!! If you love what you see when you look in the mirror, get out there Girlfriend!
XO – Robyn 😁🤗👠💃
Good for you, Robyn. Be carefull in unfamiluar surroundings.
This is so awesome and inspiring! I’m so happy for you. These are my favorite stories to read here. The first trip out is a major event even if it is uneventful.
Marvelous girl !!!!
Wow Robyn
You finally did it….welcome to the “rush”…..
bet you are planning your next trip already….I have ALWAYS said that the first “trip out”is the real hurdle….now you will be flying!!!!
….so proud of you girl…..and I NEED your boots….mmmm
big huggs, grace ❤️
Thank you Robyn! Congratulations on coming up with the cojones to walk out the door, that couldn’t have been easy. I absolutely loved reading about your evening, it felt like I was there. Your story also got me thinking about my own situation. I live on a very small street with only a handful of houses so walking out the door may not be a possibility for me, but you’ve got me thinking how to get around that now, thanks Robyn.
I found that first time out was the most scary. I chickened out lots of times. Then my desire became stronger and stronger until it overwhelmed my fear. That’s when I made my walk from the house to the car. In my state of total bliss and euphoria, I didn’t notice a guy and his dog walking towards me. I nearly walked into him. Total shock and surprise followed by intense fear and panic. I wanted to hurry back to the house but the car was closer. I walked to the car as fast as my 6 inch stilettos would allow me to.
I opened the door. The interior lights came on spotlighting my legs in my shiny pantyhose and sexy stilettos in my very short dress. More fear and panic. I got in the car quick. I was shaking. My heart was pounding. I was breathing heavy. I had to relax before I could do anything.
I looked at my legs. They looked incredible and so sexy in my shiny pantyhose and stilettos. They were being shown off so well in my too short dress that now was hiked even higher now. WOW! I showed that to the dog walker? Did he notice? Did he like what he saw? I began to get excited. I decided to drive around. I started the car and drove past the dog walker. I smiled and waved as I passed him. I found a few places where i thought I could stop and get out. After a couple of hours I headed back home. When I stopped the car and had to walk back to the house, not only was I not concerned if anyone was around who might see me, but I was hoping there would be. I wanted to be seen. I got out of the car and walked confidentally back to the house. I did it. So many years of dreams and fantasies coming true. of course I had to do it more and get bolder Each time.
Good for you Robyn. I’m sure you know how I felt. it’s wonderful experience and feelings you can’t get from doing anything else.
Good for you Robyn. I am sure no one understands your thrills and excitement like the girls here at CDH. We know what you mean and felt.
Congratulations Robyn, fantastic news, and what great courage too.
Now as they say “The world is your oyster”. Enjoy your new found freedom sweetie, good luck, keep safe and get shopping.
Robyn, I am so super happy and excited for you I can’t even put the words down here properly, so I’ll leave you with a big
HELL YEAH!
…..now I’m off to check out your photo’s!
…..and while you are there Rei, check out MY boots…. hehe. xx
bet now you wish you had done it sooner. as time goes by you will not think twice about going out. you will find people will be friendlier than you ever thought. and now you can share your pretty cloths with the world instead of keeping them to yourself. if we can get enough cds out there maybe someday we can meet a cd for a friend. im happy for you. your world is about to change for the better. more in store shopping, dining out and pedicures. welcome to the real womans world. have fun and hope you can help show the others theres nothing to be afraid of.
Weeeeeeee!!!
Look at you go girl.Caroline
- The forum ‘General Chat “Life as it Goes On”’ is closed to new topics and replies.
Recent Comments