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    Robyn Devine
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    Registered On: October 24, 2020
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    Hi Girls

    Well I finally did it!  I am no longer confined to the 4 walls of my apartment anymore!

    I finally broke that barrier and went out late last night, fully dressed with makeup and wig.  The pics I posted are what I wore.  My over the knee “blingy” boots, black sheer hose with my black cut off shorts. Black mesh top, black bra and a black denim jacket.

    My selfies don’t describe what I saw in the mirror or how I felt.  Got my makeup on point, felt like a rock star and after I took my pics…I said F— It, I’m going OUT!!

    — You were right Rei…it wasn’t gonna be long! 😉 —

    Grabbed my keys and headed out!  Now my outing was mmm…uneventful, but the point was to simply that mental block of staying trapped in one’s home.

    So I drove a stone’s throw away to a little business park very close to my place.  Nobody there.  Took a deep breath and got out of the car.  It was in the low 50’s so it was a bit chilly but it felt amazing.  The whole “airflow” thing hit full force and it was amazing!  To walk around for a good 20 minutes as Robyn felt fantastic.  Now with all that cool air I got the munchies…hehehe 😈 DRIVE THRU!

    Pulled up, placed my order and pulled around to pay with cash.  Now the girl at window didnt give a “miss” or “maam” but again, that wasn’t the real goal.  I broke the barrier of being seen/viewed in public.  That was huge to me!  Drove home and that was really the end.

    Now that I’ve gone out truly en femme as Robyn, I can honestly say its much more about conquering your fears and anxieties of walking out and being seen.  Gaining the confidence to be you and hold your head up and walk tall…and be proud of who you are.

    To all the lovely Girls here at CDH – You can do it!! If you love what you see when you look in the mirror, get out there Girlfriend!

    XO – Robyn 😁🤗👠💃

     

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    • #411780
      Genevïéve
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      Registered On: July 28, 2020
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      That’s wonderful Robyn… the only way to defeat your fears is to face them head on…

      Gen… 💋

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      Caroline OBrien
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      Weeeeeeee!!!
      Look at you go girl.

      Caroline

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    • #411125
      Rachel Cross
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      Registered On: October 13, 2020
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      bet now you wish you had done it sooner. as time goes by you will not think twice about going out. you will find people will be friendlier than you ever thought. and now you can share your pretty cloths with the world instead of keeping them to yourself. if we can get enough cds out there maybe someday we can meet a cd for a friend. im happy for you. your world is about to change for the better.  more in store shopping, dining out and pedicures. welcome to the real womans world. have fun and hope you can help show the others theres nothing to be afraid of.

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    • #411074
      Robyn Devine
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      Registered On: October 24, 2020
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      Robyn, I am so super happy and excited for you I can’t even put the words down here properly, so I’ll leave you with a big

      HELL YEAH!

      …..now I’m off to check out your photo’s!

      🤘😝🎸

      Thats the spirit!! Thank you Rei!  🤗💋

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      Rei Durden
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      Registered On: October 11, 2020
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      Robyn, I am so super happy and excited for you I can’t even put the words down here properly, so I’ll leave you with a big

      HELL YEAH!

      …..now I’m off to check out your photo’s!

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      • #411141
        Grace Scarlett
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        …..and while you are there Rei, check out MY boots…. hehe.    xx

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    • #411059
      Regine Rich
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      Registered On: October 9, 2020
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      Oh how wonderful,good for you Robyn, I’m so proud of you. As has been stated, the world is your oyster, now, enjoy it girl
      Hugs, Regine

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      Alice Underwire
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      Registered On: September 16, 2019
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      Congratulations Robyn On your outing!  I’ll bet you’re ready for another.

      Alice

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      PY Marshall
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      Robyn, enjoy your feminine freedom, and sometimes through the day is good. Stay safe. Pyxx.

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    • #411013
      Amanda Burton
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      Congratulations Robyn, fantastic news, and what great courage too.

      Now as they say  “The world is your oyster”. Enjoy your new found freedom sweetie, good luck, keep safe and get shopping.

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      Deborah Sullivan
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      Registered On: February 27, 2020
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      Good for you Robyn. I am sure no one understands your thrills and excitement like the girls here at CDH. We know what you mean and felt.

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        Robyn Devine
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        Registered On: October 24, 2020
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        Deborah

        That was also another reason for finally doing it.  If Im going to cheer on other girls to go for it, I need to be able to say I did it so that I can set a good example.

        Robyn

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    • #410842
      Patty Phose
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      I found that first time out was the most scary. I chickened out lots of times. Then my desire became stronger and stronger until it overwhelmed my fear. That’s when I made my walk from the house to the car. In my state of total bliss and euphoria, I didn’t notice a guy and his dog walking towards me. I nearly walked into him. Total shock and surprise followed by intense fear and panic. I wanted to hurry back to the house but the car was closer. I walked to the car as fast as my 6 inch stilettos would allow me to.

      I opened the door. The interior lights came on spotlighting my legs in my shiny pantyhose and sexy stilettos in my very short dress. More fear and panic. I got in the car quick. I was shaking. My heart was pounding. I was breathing heavy. I had to relax before I could do anything.

      I looked at my legs. They looked incredible and so sexy in my shiny pantyhose and stilettos. They were being shown off so well in my too short dress that now was hiked even higher now. WOW! I showed that to the dog walker? Did he notice? Did he like what he saw? I began to get excited. I decided to drive around. I started the car and drove past the dog walker. I smiled and waved as I passed him. I found a few places where i thought I could stop and get out. After a couple of hours I headed back home. When I stopped the car and had to walk back to the house, not only was I not concerned if anyone was around who might see me, but I was hoping there would be. I wanted to be seen. I got out of the car and walked confidentally back to the house. I did it. So many years of dreams and fantasies coming true. of course I had to do it more and get bolder Each time.

      Good for you Robyn. I’m sure you know how I felt. it’s wonderful experience and feelings you can’t get from doing anything else.

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      Leah May
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      Registered On: October 2, 2020
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      Congrats Robyn:) It tickled me because I’ve also pinpointed a business park for that first outing at night. Seems perfect as one of the few concreted areas devoid of people at night (except maybe for security guards)

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    • #410786
      Robyn Devine
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      Registered On: October 24, 2020
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      Wow Robyn

      You finally did it….welcome to the “rush”…..

      bet you are planning your next trip already….I have ALWAYS said that the first “trip out”is the real hurdle….now you will be flying!!!!

      ….so proud of you girl…..and I NEED your boots….mmmm

      big huggs, grace ❤️

      I am planning the next trip!  But the boots…mmm…you gonna have to fight me for them!  I love those boots.

       

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    • #410771
      Bianca Everdene
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      Well done Robyn, such a buzz isn’t it! Just to be out wearing what we want to wear.

      ❤️B

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      Cindy Lou
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      Thank you Robyn! Congratulations on coming up with the cojones to walk out the door, that couldn’t have been easy. I absolutely loved reading about your evening, it felt like I was there. Your story also got me thinking about my own situation. I live on a very small street with only a handful of houses so walking out the door may not be a possibility for me, but you’ve got me thinking how to get around that now, thanks Robyn.

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        Robyn Devine
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        Cindy Lou

        Always be safe Sweetie!  But YES, dont let the world hold you back.  Be out there and be you!!

        Robyn ❤️

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      Grace Scarlett
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      Wow Robyn

      You finally did it….welcome to the “rush”…..

      bet you are planning your next trip already….I have ALWAYS said that the first “trip out”is the real hurdle….now you will be flying!!!!

      ….so proud of you girl…..and I NEED your boots….mmmm

      big huggs, grace ❤️

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      Sonia Pink
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      Amazing may you have many more trips into the light . Xxx Sonia

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      Anonymous
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      Marvelous girl !!!!

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    • #410756
      Mika Malone
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      This is so awesome and inspiring! I’m so happy for you. These are my favorite stories to read here. The first trip out is a major event even if it is uneventful.

      • #410763
        Robyn Devine
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        Thats why I enjoy sharing!

        I love when people are inspired and it motivates the Girls here to be who they really are.

        Yes it is. The first trip is a major event and shouldnt be taken lightly.

        Xoxo Robyn ❤❤❤

         

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    • #410717
      Bridgette VonSmirff
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      Registered On: October 18, 2020
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      So happy for you! I can’t wait till my next opportunity, going to do more! You go girl!

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    • #410708
      Donna Stone
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      Very happy for you ,,it is theilling to go oyt ,hugs Donna

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    • #410702
      Sandy Jayson
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      Registered On: September 29, 2019
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      You go girl!!!             Once again most of our fears are only in our head.

      Sandy

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      Suki Rivers
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      Good for you, Robyn. Be carefull in unfamiluar surroundings.

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