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Well I finally did it! I am no longer confined to the 4 walls of my apartment anymore!
I finally broke that barrier and went out late last night, fully dressed with makeup and wig. The pics I posted are what I wore. My over the knee “blingy” boots, black sheer hose with my black cut off shorts. Black mesh top, black bra and a black denim jacket.
My selfies don’t describe what I saw in the mirror or how I felt. Got my makeup on point, felt like a rock star and after I took my pics…I said F— It, I’m going OUT!!
— You were right Rei…it wasn’t gonna be long! 😉 —
Grabbed my keys and headed out! Now my outing was mmm…uneventful, but the point was to simply that mental block of staying trapped in one’s home.
So I drove a stone’s throw away to a little business park very close to my place. Nobody there. Took a deep breath and got out of the car. It was in the low 50’s so it was a bit chilly but it felt amazing. The whole “airflow” thing hit full force and it was amazing! To walk around for a good 20 minutes as Robyn felt fantastic. Now with all that cool air I got the munchies…hehehe 😈 DRIVE THRU!
Pulled up, placed my order and pulled around to pay with cash. Now the girl at window didnt give a “miss” or “maam” but again, that wasn’t the real goal. I broke the barrier of being seen/viewed in public. That was huge to me! Drove home and that was really the end.
Now that I’ve gone out truly en femme as Robyn, I can honestly say its much more about conquering your fears and anxieties of walking out and being seen. Gaining the confidence to be you and hold your head up and walk tall…and be proud of who you are.
To all the lovely Girls here at CDH – You can do it!! If you love what you see when you look in the mirror, get out there Girlfriend!
XO – Robyn 😁🤗👠💃
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