So little time… and mixed emotions

[Alicen Thairms]

After a break of 6 weeks I finally had some time to dress, an hour and a half home alone. I try to get as much done as I can in a short session without rushing things. So I took my time, its important to relax and enjoy what girl-time you get.

I had a couple of items I’d bought which I wanted to try on.  So I put on a pair of my new satin white panties to match my best bra, then a new ribbon strap white full slip. I was so pleased to have a set of matching silky and feminine underwear.

I put on a pair of natural tan tights then my new olive green and burgundy tartan pleated skirt; then a white embroidered top. I slipped on my recently acquired black ballerina pumps. Then a step back to see how I looked in the mirror. Oh my ! How good I looked – I was overcome by a mix of emotions – very sad as I could not keep the outfit on all day but happy and delighted at the same time; I almost felt like crying but not quite. I sat down for a bit to gather myself. When I felt a bit better I looked at my new shoes and cheered up a bit – I spent about half an hour around the house to wear the shoes in a bit (it’ll be a while before I can wear them when I go out). I still felt a little melancholy.

It was a lovely sunny day and I didn’t feel like staying in so I decided to go out for a walk. I put my handbag ready by the back door then changed my outfit to a straight denim skirt, a blue small pattern blue floral top and some navy flats. So out I went, slipped out the side gate onto the footpath and crossed the road; I had a pleasant short walk via the housing estate to the small local park and back – about 15minutes. Once out and walking about enjoying the sunshine I felt so much better – delighted and contented.

My hour and a half seemed to flash by …afterwards I felt really good – a positive contented feeling that lasted the rest of the day.

[Anonymous]

Alicen,

it is wonderful that you got some girl time.  I enjoy my girl time.  I used to have to hurry but now that I’m alone, I can take all the time I need to feminize myself.

Kerri

[Anonymous]

Alicen
Yes sometimes just a little time enfemme can be absolutely calming as well as energetic
Hugs Ginger

[Maive O’Neal]

It is amazing what even an hour and a half can mean! I know when I have the time to myself it just calms everything down in my life. I envy you for your walk. I have not found the courage yet, but I feel it is soon. Enjoy every minute Alicen!!!!!

[Lara Muir]

Alicen,

That range of emotions sounds very familiar. I feel very similar when ever I can dress more completely. It’s confusing, and wonderful at the same time! I’ve never been out though, sounds lovely.

I’m happy for you that you finally got the chance after 6 weeks.

Lara Xoxo

 

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