Hi I’m Stephanie Plumb. Some of you already know of me through various posts. But these were penned largely by my alter ego , though I did have a voice in some of them. In that sense they were joint efforts. I am sure we will still post together, but increasingly I intend to say things entirely from my own point of view. He has come round to being okay with that.
The latest post, for example, “Just gotta have it”, was written by him :- Stephanie did this… Stephanie did that …. but I did add my voice too. And there are good reasons for posting in this way. After all we share the same(unfortunately male) body. We have come to co-exist quite amicably and I accept that he has to take the leading role and responsibility for our physical self. We have agreed that I must remain unseen from his wife – unless she comes round to accepting me, and our family and friends. In return I get to come out as often as we can manage.
Today I had an epiphany. He was out walking our dog. Then …….
It is a lovely spring day. I looked down, and to my surprise I realised I was wearing his clothes! Hiking boots, and yuk! a pair of very dirty shapeless jogging bottoms with a rip in the bottom of one of the legs, a T- shirt with a stupid logo on it, and a black baggy fleece. How dreadful I look! Then it dawned on me. I was walking the dog, not him. I am more alive now than I have ever been.
It is all down to CDH of course. I have been so lonely. I have never had anyone but him to confide in or share experiences with until now. I am no longer alone. CDH has allowed me to blossom, to assert myself in a way I didn’t think possible. He would say I talk to much – typical female. But now I have gained the confidence to have my say. I have years of silence to make up for! Oh dear, I am struggling with the right words, it all sounds so clumsy, but I hope you can understand what I am trying to say. Anyway – thank you CDH and all you girls out there that have been so kind and have acknowledged my existence.
Love to you all
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