Still in closet

[Mike Tyson]

Hello all,

I stated crossdressing at age 18, and then all throughout my college years. I must say that I loved it every time, it just felt so right and like my true self. I love dresses, skirts, hi heels, make up, and nails. Unfortunately society did not allow me to come out, and I suppressed these feelings. Years later, and now married, I secretly have crossdressed and fantasize of what my life could have have been, had I just come out. I struggle daily on these feelings of wanting to cross dress and to be a woman, and be with a man. It just sucks that I have not been true to myself and have lived a love of denial and not getting my true happiness. I am so jealous of the trans girls who have been brave enough to come out and live a life they have always wanted. I hate having to live my life in the closet. Any advice how any of you came out?

[rhonda]

I wouldn’t worry too much about it , things are more likely evolve

[Alice Underwire]

Hi Mike,

Welcome to CDH.  I think we all have struggled with the same thing at one time or another.

Alice

[June (Rei) Durden]

Hi Mike, I’m glad you’ve found CDH where so many others have shared similar struggles and strength in the knowledge they aren’t alone, and neither are you.Welcome!

[James Brine]

It’s a painful place to be. Sorry to hear your there. Being new here myself, I found this group to be helpful.

[Michelle Newman]

Welcome Mike!

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