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    Mike Tyson
    Registered On: October 23, 2020
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    Hello all,

    I stated crossdressing at age 18, and then all throughout my college years. I must say that I loved it every time, it just felt so right and like my true self. I love dresses, skirts, hi heels, make up, and nails. Unfortunately society did not allow me to come out, and I suppressed these feelings. Years later, and now married, I secretly have crossdressed and fantasize of what my life could have have been, had I just come out. I struggle daily on these feelings of wanting to cross dress and to be a woman, and be with a man. It just sucks that I have not been true to myself and have lived a love of denial and not getting my true happiness. I am so jealous of the trans girls who have been brave enough to come out and live a life they have always wanted. I hate having to live my life in the closet. Any advice how any of you came out?

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      Michelle Newman
      Registered On: June 22, 2017
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      Welcome Mike!

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      James Brine
      Registered On: October 13, 2020
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      It’s a painful place to be. Sorry to hear your there. Being new here myself, I found this group to be helpful.

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      Rei Durden
      Registered On: October 11, 2020
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      Hi Mike, I’m glad you’ve found CDH where so many others have shared similar struggles and strength in the knowledge they aren’t alone, and neither are you.Welcome!

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      Registered On: January 21, 2018
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      Hi Mike,, welcome to CDH! Many of us have that same what could have been thing & I’m one too.  So it just kinda depends… but hey welcome it sounds like you’re one of us 😊 you’re among friend here.  If you need any help with the site you can pm me, I’m Sam nice to meet you Mike thanks for introducing yourself to us 🙂

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      Alice Underwire
      Registered On: September 16, 2019
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      Hi Mike,

      Welcome to CDH.  I think we all have struggled with the same thing at one time or another.


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      Registered On: October 13, 2015
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      I wouldn’t worry too much about it , things are more likely evolve

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