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      Jennifer Lynn
      Registered On: August 15, 2020
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      I love the feminine me and my feminine lifestyle. I do have some fond memories of my male life but I try to forget the feelings of inadequacy and unhappiness I experienced as a male. When looking at newspapers and I also go directly to the store flyers and look for womens fashions and accessories. The same goes when surfing the internet. The majority of my bookmarks are for women’s clothing and such followed by recipes. My pink fog has lasted so long the sky in my world is pink. It depends on your desires, feelings and wants are as to how often or how long you wish to exist in your own pink fog. I wish you all the best in your journey and exploration.


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      Registered On: July 28, 2020
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      Oh yes Michelle, I’m engulfed with the ‘Pink Fog’ frequently… such a euphoric feeling.

      Gen ❤

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      Michelle Newman
      Registered On: June 22, 2017
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      Welcome Michelle!

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      Diane Rakers
      Registered On: August 18, 2019
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      Welcome to womanhood!

      I glory in those feelings, those moments. I want them to last for eternity.

      Lee Ann

      PS – There is nothing better than being a woman!

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      Samantha Roarke
      Registered On: April 17, 2019
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      Hi, hello, and welcome to Crossdresser Heaven! You have just arrived at the best and greatest CD site on the web! CDH has tons of very helpful crossdressing information, tips, and support from real people just like you! We highly encourage new CDH members to ask questions no matter how trivial you think they may be, as we are happy to answer to the best of our ability. We also love a well written profile, this helps everyone to get to know you better as the beautiful woman you are!  We hope that you enjoy your stay here at CDH, as we are happy to have you as a part of our wonderful crossdressing community.

      Thank you, Samantha Roarke


      PS- The pink fog rolled in!

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      Diana Morgan
      Registered On: February 22, 2021
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      Totally know where you’re coming from Michelle, when the pink fog engulfs me I can do nothing else but be Diana, there’s no going back (for a while at least) once I slip those stockings on then…. better stop now – expecting company, but I’m with ya girl! Love Diana

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      stephanie plumb
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      Registered On: November 17, 2018
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      Its euphemistically called the “Pink Fog.”   It is actually gender euphoria, the opposite of gender dysphoria (which it can become if we are not happy with our femme appearance.)   Once in its highly pleasurable grip  it persists whilst we are experiencing any “gender events” such as dressing or shopping, or in CDH, and can take up to 10 days to dissipate.    It has a downside – we are so preoccupied with femme that we can make poor decisions, spend money we can’t afford, and get so carried away we neglect the day to day activities we should be doing.  It can cause insomnia because of the excitement and anticipation we feel.   The only way out of the fog is to desist from any gender events for however long it takes.

      Not trying to be negative.  Just explaining the why. Its me I’m talking about.

      Stephanie P.

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        Registered On: January 31, 2021
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        Thank you for that Stephanie. You put it so eloquently and,for me, so accurately. Like so many feelings it’s nice to see them captured in words.


        Lisa xxx

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      Deborah Sullivan
      Registered On: February 27, 2020
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      It starts by enjoying the pink fog and surrendering to its pull. Next living at home and learning all the details of being your fem self. Soon it’s stepping out and enjoying the world as the other you and finally coming out so there is nothing to hide . So liberating . You find the real you and never been so happy.

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      Diane Rakers
      Registered On: August 18, 2019
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      I love those feelings Michelle.

      It confirms who I want to be, and who I am.

      Enjoy those glorious feelings of being a woman.


      Lee Ann




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      Stephanie Flowers
      Registered On: June 26, 2017
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      Michelle   to a cder its all about the clothes. Well at first then we realized that there’s more to it. Myself also in recent years started a desire to dress , myself with panties and hosiery at first. I just a few yesrs I have move  to full dress of sorts . Joining cdh has helped me overcome embarrassment and Shame and build my confidence to levels I thought a little while ago wasn’t possible. you’ll enjoy being here and the ladies here are wonderful to interact with. Talk to some of them share each other’s stories and develop beautiful friendships . support is everywhere and with an acceptance to move forward in this life we have chosen. Very happy meeting you . Welcome. .

      Stephanie 🌹


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      Alice Underwire
      Registered On: September 16, 2019
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      Hi Michelle,

      Welcome, Enjoy the pink fog!


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      Rozalyne Richards
      Registered On: March 10, 2018
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      Hi Michelle i get where you are coming from i have the same urges and desires too, they get very strong at times, when ever i read a magazine or paper i always turn to the women’s fashion pages first i like to see what the latest fashion’s are and what they would look like on me x

      Hugs Rozalyne x

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      Sarah Jones
      Registered On: February 23, 2021
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      Understandin i have a serious shoe fetish at times,other times its just anything lace.

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      Lily-Rose Nielsen
      Registered On: November 2, 2020
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      Hi Michelle

      I certainly do recognize the feeling. And the only thought I have when I’m going to work is to come home and dress like and be a woman. I have come out to all my siblings, closest friends, home and at work. And guess what, nobody has been surprised. So now, if anyone ask me if I’m crossdressing/transgender I will tell them YES. Because that’s who I am and has always been. I love being online looking and buying female clothing. I don’t mind buying them in person in a shop either. I have done that for the last 35 years. So now I don’t care what people think.

      I have a big wardrobe full of wonderful dresses, skirts and tops. My male clothing fits in three drawers.

      Lots of Hugs


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        Jennifer Lynn
        Registered On: August 15, 2020
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        My male clothing would fit in a thimble…lol

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      Marcie Brown
      Registered On: February 19, 2021
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      I sometimes am overwhelmed by my desire to be out and dressed as the woman I am. I don’t think I will ever be out but the desire seems like I will go crazy if I don’t. “Talking” with you girls helps to calm me knowing that I am being accepted as I am.

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      Sandy Jayson
      Registered On: September 29, 2019
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      Hi Michelle, it often becomes more than just a desire wondering how they will look and feel on you. At some point just order the item(s) and try them on. For me after reading the stories here it just became overwelming to just get dressed in fem first walk down the street, then go to a park and stop at a table there for a little while. Last fall I’ve gone to a few stores in fem ( its a lot easier to do with the covid mask on. I have also made the jump to telling family – so far 3 of 4 brothers. Now I am looking forward to doing even more and coming out to others.
      Go as far as you want, find your own place .

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      Effie Jayne
      Registered On: February 7, 2021
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      Oh yes indeed and it’s exhilarating!!

      Welcome to CDH Michelle!


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      Teralynn Loving
      Registered On: October 17, 2019
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      Hi Michelle, Teralynn here. Welcome to our wonderful online community Luv.  The strong feelings you get are not unusual for many crossdressers. Whether you use the popular term – pink fog – or what I like to say – the urge – it normally won’t leave you alone until you satisfy the need. Isn’t life grand! Hope you enjoy your membership and get to know some of our fabulous members. If I can ever be of service please feel free to contact me through this site and let me know how I can help. A post on my home profile page wall or a private message will get the fastest response. – Blessings

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      Laura Lovett
      Registered On: March 26, 2020
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      I resemble those remarks, darling!

      You’re right. Underdressing is just a coping mechanism.

      Nothing compares to being fully femme, replete with makeup, wig and forms so the whole illusion is complete, including inside the mind and soul – to the point that it is not an illusion, but the preferred reality.

      Love Laura

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      It sounds like you’re experiencing the pink fog. Best thing to do that I’ve found is to go all out, even if it’s just inside your home for a few hours when it gets that bad.

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