Who or What am I

[cdheaven]

I’m feeling a bit nervous while typing this as this would be the first time I’m putting the fact that I like to crossdress in black and white.

Although I’m still not sure if I’m in the right place. The feeling of wanting to be a girl started a very long time ago as a kid. I was introduced to the fascinated world of sex at a very young age. In the beginning you could say this was due to abuse by a relative, but strangely enough I have never felt a victim of child abuse, after a while I was even the requesting party. I think it has developed the feelings and desires I had for the rest of my life.

The reason why I’m still asking what I am is because for my Crossdressing is something pure sexual. Wearing sexy clothing, springs my imagination, the feeling of being sexy, hot and sexually desired, getting closer to my sexual fantasies. But on the other hand I don’t have the urge to be a woman 27/7, finding myself happy living in both worlds.

Venus is a secret to the real world I live in except for my wife. I while ago I told her and she accepted it without any issues. at first she found it even very stimulating but after a while this feeling made place for a feeling of “nothing special but normal”.

So in short, crossdressing is for me more a means to fulfill my sexual fantasies of being a woman and being treated as a women when it comes to sex.

Looking for likeminded friends and fun.

 

Best regards,

VenusfromMars

[cdheaven]

Hi Venusfrommarscd,

Your desires are nothing to be ashamed of. What you are doing hurts no one physically.

I sincerely hope that you get as much enjoyment and emotional fulfillment out of this site as I do. This site has helped me tremendously!

Welcome to CDH!

Steph.

[Cookie JessicaLynn (Irish)]

Hello Venus……

We have all felt ashamed at one time or another. I hope that you realise that there is nothing to be ashamed about.  We are here to support you if needed.

 

Cookie 🙂

[Anonymous]

Hi Venus and welcome to CDH.

 

Rachel

 

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