The freedom to crossdress

I’ve had past experiences as a child and then again as a young man with crossdressing, but I marked them as just experimentation or part of kink and roleplay. My admiration for female fashions I saw as just respect for style and craft. It wasn’t until this past summer that something started to stir in me and it had a lot to do with Caitlyn Jenner.

Suddenly there were so many stories about the transgender community and as I read these stories I felt a kinship with the people I read about. Suddenly it seemed, I was obsessed with the idea of once again of trying to crossdress, but I realized that this wasn’t just me being some kinky person- part of me was female. This was a part I had been trying to repress for years, or rationalize away any sign of her. I’ve even had a vivid and powerful dream that I was a woman.

Out of the blue and opportunity came to wear a dress and a sense of freedom, relief and joy I can rarely recall feeling before overcame me. Now a new world is open to me. Its only been a few months and I am in the beginning of trying to balance him and her and I don’t know what the future holds. I’m a little scared, but for the first time in my life I feel like I have a better understanding of who I am.

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  1. JaneS 4 years ago

    Congratulations on that realisation Gina and welcome to the sisterhood. 🙂

  2. Lucinda Hawkns 4 years ago

    welcome to world of cross dresser’s. i had the same trouble with my fem side coming out. i have learned to adjust with my femininity, i dress up when i have the house to my self for a day, except for when the wife comes home but she knows so i don’t hide, she wont see me dressed but likes to sneak and peak to see me all dressed up. i buy my own dresses and make up, perfume nylons, bra’s, panties, pad, jewelry either on line or in stores. just wish i could stay dressed up as a female and have my fem side out showing how pretty Lucinda is and introduce Lucinda to the world, but society is not totally ready for that, but the cross dressing, transgender, transvestites, are here and organizations are here for us. I have joined the Buffalo Bells and it is great to get out in the world as a female and talk to other girls.

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    Gina 4 years ago

    Thank you JaneS and Lucinda, I’m happy to be here.

  4. Regan 4 years ago

    Welcome , to our world. Remember you are normal and loved. If you ever need a shoulder and a good listener all you need to is contact one of us. Go GURL

  5. Ricki 4 years ago

    Hi Lucinda
    My wife does not support me but she knows I have dressed in the past I do have all my own things but do not go out dressed only because I lack the confidence . I have been told I could pass but in my eyes I ponder that. I have been gaining more acceptance of my fem side and it would help a lot to be with others but there are no such places in my area so it is here where I get my advice and companionship I am so glad you have somewhere to be yourself

    Ricki

  6. simone evans 4 years ago

    You go girl! Never be ashamed of who you are inside and never think that you’re alone! We’re all on this crazy, joyful, heart-wrenching journey together.

    Always remember that you are loved and its up to you to learn how to love yourself too. PM me if you ever want to talk xx

    Simone
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