There comes that time in your journey where you want to open up and share your feminine self with others in your normal life. Trans friends are wonderful, for sure, but you might sense that there will be something healing and transformative about sharing your secret self with your friends and/or family.
This conversation comes up so often in the CDH chat rooms and IRL, so I thought I’d share a sample script of what I said and would say again if I had to come out again. Of course, feel free to change this and make it your own. It’s really just a way to get vulnerable in any area of life, not just your gender journey.
The wording …
- . allows them to say no
- . allows them to opt in to join you
- . takes ownership of your history
- . works to remove shame of your journey
- . shares your feelings
This isn’t magical wording, though. This topic is deep and complex for everyone you share your life with, but it’s worth it to be integrated, no longer living a split life, allowing people close to you into your soul, removing shame, and being at peace with yourself.
I’d say something like this:
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Hey __________, I’ve been thinking about things, and there’s a big part of my life I’ve been scared to share with people, but I really feel I want to now. It’s been around in my life for ___________ years, but I’ve always been embarrassed by it and not known what to do with it, so I hid it. And I’m tired of hiding. So I want to include you in my journey. But this is hard for me; is that the kind of thing I can share with you?”
……..*tell your story* ……..
So that’s the journey I’ve been on. I don’t totally understand it and might not ever, but it’s a real part of me and I don’t want to be ashamed of it anymore. I don’t want this to be a burden on you. I’ve heard people say that when someone comes out, it’s like they get to take chains off and put the chains on the person they just came out to. I don’t want it to feel like that for you. I’m telling *these people in my life* right now, and you’re totally free to talk with them about any of this. And I know it might be more awkward for you to bring this up than for me to talk about it, but please just keep walking with me in life and in this. You really can ask me *this detail of questions*. And I would love for you to look out for me so I’m not doing anything that would damage my life, while also knowing that I don’t want to run away from this part of me or hide it any more either. This is just one area of my life, but it’s a real area. Thanks for listening and being with me in this. You’re amazing; I feel honored for you to hear my story.
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I’d love to hear any other additions you might have to this script. Please leave those ideas down in the comments section. I wish you courage and vulnerability and the freedom of being knit back together in your life.