Coming out part way

I am a closet cross-dresser, 47 years old. I’ve always had an interest in cross-dressing since I was little. I first tried on my mother’s bra when I was 8, but I didn’t know how to hook the back at the time. A couple of years later I tried on pantyhose. That was really a nice feeling.

A couple of years later I was over at a friend of my mother’s house with my brother and friends, a boy and a girl. I allowed the girl to put make up on me. She then went to both her older brother and my brother and told them what she done and to take a look. They saw me and laughed hysterically! I was majorly embarrassed! Yet my desire to cross-dress remained.

As the years went on, my mom would get hand-me-downs. I would try on dresses and other clothing. I had two favorite dresses: a maroon with ruffled front and zipped in the back. The other a floral dress that had a stretch to it so that it fit different sizes. I also loved wearing a leotard with pantyhose as well.

As I grew into my adult years and living on my own, I had no women’s clothes. I went to the drug store and bought a pair of white cotton laced pantyhose. They were hard to put on and were tight.

As the years went by I started discovering that I could buy clothes off of Ebay. My first win was a blue silk pajamas complete with a tank top and button up night shirt. I loved it! Through the years I would buy and purge. I bought a lot of clothes over the years, none of which I have now.

I have also considered cross-dressing services such as My Changing Room and Jamie Austin. Money is a factor though.

I desire to make fellow cross-dressing friends both male and female to share a common bond with. I have looked at sites such as Craigslist, but they all seem to be looking for something other than friendship. My ideal situation would be to get to know someone and casually dress in their presence so that they could give me advice, help with make-up, etc.

So that is pretty much my story. I hope that you enjoyed reading it.

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Hi, I am a 47 year old closet Crossdresser. I've been interested in Crossdressing almost all my life. I am quiet, have a sense of humor and a real lot of knowledge about music. I was born and raised in Boston where I still live now.

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seana evosevich
4 years ago

hi im a 53 yearold crossdresseristartedwheniwas 7itrydon momspantyhose and had a sexualexperiance

Lucinda Hawkns
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Lucinda Hawkns (@dlgeb275)
4 years ago

i am 53 years old and have been a cross dresser for many years. started when i was about 10 or so. school play, had to wear tights. that was all it took i was hooked from there on. i still dress up. wife knows and lets me dress up but only when 2 kids are in bed or out. i love dressing up and being feminine i feel more relaxed. i also looked on Craig’s list for a c.d friend to talk to and chat and get advice on make up. but i did find a cross dressing group… Read more »

4 years ago

Hi gurlfriends here’s my adventure into this fabulist lifestyle. I’ve been crossdressing since I was 8 as well, found a bag of my older sister clothes in the basement and tried on everything in that bag, I kept a few dresses and hide them down stairs, I’d try wearing the stuff when I got a chance….. When I was in my teens the house use to be empty, the car was gone so my friends thought I was out with my parents, I use to get dressed again in my older sisters clothes close all the curtains and play dressup… Read more »

Joseph C. Valaitis
4 years ago

when I was in my terns i would put on mu mom’s pantyhose and my sisters skikt and shoes. it felt good when i did itthen at the age of 55 aafter my wife passed away.i wore some.of her.clothes in private Now iny 60’s i want to try again

4 years ago

Plainly told and yet so true……

4 years ago

Hi i deel almost all cd come across such situation to try their mother sister or reletive brs panty or other clothing specially when ther are hanging in bath room slowly 2 one become habituated of it start driving pleasure of it and situation becomes such a grave when he is alone at home the urge og crossdressing become intolreble I am 70+ i also started from my child hood slowly 2 it became my passion of crossdressing when ever i am alone at home i am not able to control my self i dress up stands in front of… Read more »

Brandy timms
3 years ago

I have been a cross dresser like so many of you since I was young. The earliest I remember was about 15. As soon as my ex wife found out she divorced me. Then I found my current wife that is ten years younger than I am and right off she accepted and encouraged me to dress. She lays out my cloths daily. She even planned our wedding in Las Vegas with me wearing the wedding dress and she bought me a diamond engagement ring that I wear when dressed and a mans wedding band that I wear when I… Read more »

Randi Layne
3 years ago

I hope that you have found a friend to help. My first experience of being completely dressed came about in a weird way. I was shopping at a thrift store, looking thru the rack of women’s underwear. Another customer, a young lady, complimented me on being a good husband by buying things for my wife. I was unusually bold and told her that the items were for myself and that I was a cross-dresser. Her reply? “I’ve always wanted to meet a cross-dresser”. The story ends with her getting permission from her husband to allow her to transform me –… Read more »

melissa la quinta
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melissa la quinta (@melissa-la-quinta)
3 years ago
Reply to  Randi Layne

So lucky to have met a person who would do this for you (and,presumably, for herself).

Indie (@indiezd)
2 years ago
Reply to  Randi Layne

Wow, I thank that’s just about my ultimate dream. That must have been incredible.

Randi Layne
2 years ago
Reply to  Indie

It was incredible! Unfortunately she moved away and that ended our friendship. It was exactly what I would have wanted to continue. Plus, it was notv a sexual relationship, more like I was a doll that she liked to dress.

dizzylizzy lawson
3 years ago

Victoria I buy lots of clothes from the local goodwill they have no idea of who your buying them for or why your buying them also lots cheeper that way you might want to try that and you will be helping out a good cause also

Roberta Thomas
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Roberta Thomas (@myfanwy)
2 years ago

Hi Victoria Rose.May I say first of all what a lovely name.I started crossdressing when I was twelve years old.Started out wearing my mlthers pantyhose and progressed eventually to skirts and dresses.I was in the closet for years but since coming out to my wife a few years back she allows me to dress en femme every day.I akways think that wearing clothes appropriate for a woman of my age is the best way to go.Would love to be friends with you on here.If you need any advice send me a message.

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