My crossdressing intoxication

If something brings you untold joy whose glow lingers for days, could it possibly be a bad? If something kisses a smile to your lips and extends a warm glow across your entire body, could it be harmful? If something is so intoxicating that it calls to you from your slumber, could it be an unhealthy addiction?

I’m blessed that a simple trip to the mall can evoke within me euphoric bliss as my inner woman awakens to feed. If there’s anything better than delighting in the purchase of a perfect outfit, it’s partaking in this ecstasy with the one you love. An experience my wife and I recently undertook that had our newly minted Macy’s credit card panting to keep up.

Some Crossdressing Outfits…


One World Flutter Sleeve Top

There are many things I love about Macy’s. Their great deals, stylish clothes and helpful shop assistants are just a few. Not to mention their online store complete with feminine wonders. The thing I love most about Macy’s is how welcoming they are. I’ve shopped their wearing my masculine disguise and en femme. Alone and with my wife. I’ve never had any trouble trying on clothes or getting help if I needed it.

A few weeks back my wife and I piled our arms high full of clothes and spend three or four hours alternating between ‘hunting for the perfect outfit’, ‘trying on clothes’ and ‘searching for just the right size’. I found an absolutely gorgeous flutter sleeve top for myself, as well as a breezy pair of capri pants.


Michael Kors Capri Cargos

Of course, a shopping outing wouldn’t be complete without at least one new pair of shoes. Like many larger woman I struggle to find shoes that fit in regular stores. I used to feel bad about the slim choice of styles for my 12W feet, but ironically enough my wife has a harder time finding shoes that fit her. Perhaps it’s the fates ensuring she leaves sufficient space for my ever growing shoe collection. If that’s so, she’s none to happy with them. Thankfully Zappos rode to the rescue, and we were able to finish our retail weekend purchasing a box full of shoes. Thanks to the loving kindness of the good folks at Zappos we got free 2 day shipping as well!

I found the perfect pair of high heeled wedges. I can’t wait for the heat of summer so I can wear them out with freezing my tootsies off!

So shopping… that is my crossdressing addiction. One that I’ll be happy to treat with regular excursions to my local merchants. How has the diva of discount purchases treated you ladies?


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I’m passionate about creating a safe space for everyone in the transgender community to find laughter and friendship on their journey. I completed my physical transition in 2011 and through it I lost everything, and gained everything. I am blessed that I was forced to gaze inward and embark on the journey to discover and live my authentic self. My deepest wish is that all who wander here may find peace, happiness and freedom.

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14 years ago

I’m with you on this adventure. I love to shop.I hated to shop in male mode but there is something in the female attitude that dictates a different course of travel.Capri pants are one of my favorites also. Now that I think about it everything is a favorite. I’m hopeless when it comes to shopping.

Catherine O'Connor
Catherine O'Connor
14 years ago

Well, Being from down under, Macy's translates to Myers. Or better still,David Jones. But when I visit Sydney and shop there, the effect is the same with me. I go ga-ga. To avoid credit-card max-out, I have a two step approach tho. First I go there and browse in all departments. Then I go back to my hotel and over dinner and a drink, decide what I can afford and what was really nice on me, as opposed to what it would look like on a twenty-year old (Yes time has passed.) I make a second trip, to actually make… Read more »

Diana W
3 years ago

I can relate. I have never in my life been so excited about clothes shopping as I get when I go shopping for femme clothes. It’s addictive. Male clothes are so dull in comparison. Buying and wearing a beautiful dress, or a skirt and blouse combo is the best feeling. Knowing you’re going to look and feel so good in your new outfit. Being feminine is so much FUN!

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