Hi Girls I started crossdressing probably at the age of 5 or 6 year, we were a numerous family, and the house was no so big, I have 2 sisters one 2 years above me and the other 2 years below. I remember also play with my sister, we were playing at parading on a beauty catwalk , using their dresses. At this point I feel my mom knews about my affinity to the female dresses, but she never said nothing because of my father, he is not a person who likes the men shows "weak behavior"....a gay son is considered for him a shame for the family. When I was 12 years old , my father send me to study to other city, he wants I become mechanic, and the best institute was located fat from my house so he decided to send me to study alone with a family who will take care of me. I decided to carry on with me some dresses, and underwears of my sister's and a nightgown to sleep in secret in my baggage, hidden under all my cloth. Later I will add a swimsuit and a bra to my collection. The place had a big room where we lived 4 students from the same institute in the same situation as me, I mean, the came from differents cities , so crossdressing it was complicated , the only chance happened when most of the other used to came back the weekend to their families. The time passed and I got graduated, then I started to work and earn money, that gave me a relief because now I could buy anything I want it and I got a personal place only for my own. Work and study at the same time it was heavy for me, however I could get time for follow with my "hobby". After 5 years at the college I met a special person , which it would become in my actual wife. Probably I did a wrong decision because I talked to her about my crossdressing after we got married , in our honeymoon. However she accepted in me in part, after explained her all, she told me she is ok with me, but she doesn't like the idea to see me in dresses, and she was hoping I quit and do not crossdress anymore. Now I have 20 years of marriage , we have 1 daughter, but I cannot count with my wife in this journey, maybe the time could make her think and support me in this. I am not thinking to transition ,but I really, really enjoy dress me and transform me into a girl. I have so many things to learn,I am struggling with the makeup, I can walk in heels but in is exhausting only 20 minutes, also I don't have manners and going out full dressed is not an option in this Latin American countries. Society is very Conservative and machism is very deep inside the latin culture. One of my dreams is to travel overseas and have a chance to crossdress in public with no restrictions.