I'm 53 and have been a straight closet crossdresser my entire life. Though, interested in MUCH more! In spite of my age, I'm betting I can still rock a dress better than half the women who wear the same thing! I've been searching for the person who would free the inner me that's been screaming desperately to get out for far too long. Before I was born, my mother was told she was going to have a girl by a friend who supposedly had a gift for knowing and was NEVER wrong. Then I came along and it appears she was wrong. Or was she? I've known about this my whole life, and for my whole life, I never felt she was wrong. Mostly, I'm just an average Joe. I was actually mistaken as a girl a lot when I was young. Not now, but with all the right touches...I even think I'd be amazed. I began to reach out once, a long time ago, and did not have the luck I had hoped for. Then, a long hibernation of sorts. Now, I'm hoping things are different this time around. I have a new sense of urgency and do not wish to waste anymore time. I want to live!!!